Chapter 1 A Bad Day
Chapter 1 A Bad Day
For a while now, I have been thinking on how i got here.
I have done everything on society's terms to be normal.
But why am I here the place i have always hated a room full of sick people.
That's right I am now in a hospital, a place where I thought I would never be in.
I have taken care of my health and taken precautions, so why am I here you might ask. I too am confused and can't wait to hear what the doctor will say.
*door open
"Hi doctor, is there something wrong with me?" I ask as politely as i can because you know might get a discount or something you'll never know.
"Is there someone close to you that you can call? Family or friends?" he asked while i can see pity in him while asking me the questions.
At this time I stop and completely blank out, While the doctor is talking my mind is blank i can't think one thing i feel like all the preparations i did all the precaution and being healthy all of it was useless all of it was for nothing.
"Sir, if I may suggest, please call somebody you know and get all your things set up. We are really sorry sir but I assure you that we did everything we could and ran another test but it came out the same. We are sorry but you have heart cancer at the last stage, you have only 6 months to live." he left and closed the door.
While I was getting my shit together i suddenly think of the only close thing you would call a family my girlfriend i call her and told her the bad news we cried on the phone after that i8 got ready to leave the hospital because there's nothing here for me.
I got up and went for the door where I met the doctor and suggested I stay my remaining time in the hospital, which in return I gave him a weird look and said no thanks and he awkwardly laughed and left. Then I headed to the hospital door and got out.
Unfortunately, I have to be alone for the next few days. Because right now my girlfriend is in France doing a very important business deal. She is the owner of a growing business which she built from the bottom. As for me, I am nobody. A 24 year old man who due to his heart can't work much then how did i keep myself alive? Well that's because of my girlfriend who I have been with since we were 14. She was very smart and I am so average. I tend to do less because when I was a kid I thought that even if I tried hard, I'd probably die next week or so. I keep that reasoning to do the least I can do but when I met her it changed. I tried but for me it was too late. I could do more because now I'm trying to live as far as I can.
We were so similar and not so similar at the same time I tried to avoid her but I couldn't forget her smile, a genuine smile that a person can give me. I saw no pity in her face when we talked. I saw a person who was also tired of the people who were only there for a semester and gone in the next. I saw myself in her eyes with a smile. I Am a kid who can only smile at funny memes and anime while smiling in front of a person.
Before i could even finish my thought i saw a light heading to me and all i could thought was 'fuck this is really a bad day for me.'
(A/N guys this chapter is very short because its only a intro so chap usually will be between 1.5 k to 3k max but mostly 1.5k idk)