Only Human Pt IV: (Greedy, Selfish, Cowardly, and Weak)

"If you don't know, then just stay further away from me." 

One could tell that Noah was really pushing himself to say those words at that moment. 

Noah was struggling.

He wanted to uphold his morals which was only getting increasingly hard the longer he stayed here, but his feet were rooted to the ground.

Now, he could only hope that Emilin would leave, storm off even, first.

He needed her to throw him away so that he could finally leave, while also attempting to leave this useless feeling behind.

Hoping it had been a mirage all along so that he wouldn't truly have to admit to having become the shallow person that he was now questioning himself to be.

On the other hand, this was actually rather favorable for Emilin, who was still trying to process.

She was crushed.