awake

updated 19:16 friday,march 4th 2022

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it has been a while since i walked it was weird and odd i didn't understand i slowly learned basics off the 'now' time, i was stuck in a loop off memories it was odd but quiet i quickly got used too it and made friends again it was going well until one night i slipped,we had gone too a party even though i knew i got drunk and told them everything i woke up the day after same spot..they had left me..i felt like shit,everything was spinning...why?

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i didnt remember much..all i knew hurt me i felt pain and sadness thinking about how my past memories caused me too falter and become like this..i didnt like it,at all!

i crouched down sobbing...why did it hurt so much? why cant i remember? i tried my best too think about what could've happend while i rememberd ..

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i was clueless,scared,vounrable in this state..i just wanted too remeber so i could fix it but my mind was foggy and unable too let me remeber anything

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a while later someone was supposed too pick me up as id requested too go home. nobody came although i walked around the nurses while waiting whit the little hope i had,it wasnt much

but enough