196 Jealousy or my imagination

Khalid 

I open my eyes and he is still here. The sun seeps through the windows and the sound of nature from outside comes into the room. I have been here for days, and this is the first time I am waking up with a smile on my face. I look at him and he is shirtless, the covers are pulled off slightly and I catch a glimpse of his chest.

Damn!

Yesterday was the best night I have ever had. I didn't want it to turn that way because I wasn't interested in accepting whatever this is between me and Colm but now, I don't even know where my mind is at. I want him, I know that now and I also know that I will give this a go until I can't anymore. 

He is the most patient and understanding man I have ever met. 

He has treated me with respect. One that I didn't even think I deserved. I just want to be with him and see how this goes. Roman is still on my mind but it is almost like Colm buried it somewhere deep and I want it to stay that way.