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CHAPTER 106

  Gracie

  I was sitting out in the yard with my feet in the pool, taking a breather while my dad and Ashley were getting the kids to bed. Connor would usually be in bed a lot earlier, but he wanted — and he was allowed — to stay up a little later because Ryland and I were here, which was nice, but it meant the kids were exhausted. And Ryland was on the phone with his mom.

  I was trying my best to keep myself under control, or I would end up triggering a panic attack. The thought of talking to my dad and Ashley about my self-harm was freaking me out. I didn’t know if I was ready for this conversation yet, but there is no choice now... So, I closed my eyes to count to ten and take deep breaths.

  “Hey, angel, can I join you” I heard from behind me.

  “Sure, Dad.” I replied, fully aware that we were at his house, and he could do as he pleased without my permission.

  He came over, sat next to me and dipped his feet into the pool, “How are you” he started.