Another call missed and she felt like her heart was exploding.
How much more time did he need? When will he be ready to move on and find a rebound? Or perhaps he had but...that wasn't her. Every thought drowned her heart an inch deeper in an abyss.
Why couldn't he see, when the only man she had ever had eyes for was him. He was the subject of her dreams, he was the one who was on her speed dial, he was her 11/11 wish. She even wished him on the crashing stars!
There wasn't a religion or temple she hadn't made him her prayer but why couldn't he see that?!
Su Qianwei drowned another glass of wine thickening her despair by the misty fog in her eyes. Here she was draining her confessions in her heart in an illegal bar for him when he was somewhere reciting 'HER' like she was some hymn[1].