Main Mission and Side Missions

She took a deep breath and calmed herself down a bit, and then reached over to grab his hand. "Son…I just can't go further right now. I need some time to think about what's best for us," she said, "but I promise I will let you know once I have made the decision, and I will explain everything to you." She squeezed his hand tightly as she said that.

"Okay, mom. I will respect all your decisions." He nodded his head slowly.

"Thank you, son..." she said quietly, "for understanding. And thank you for your love letters and flowers. They meant so much to me." She smiled weakly. "But please, just let me take things slow for now. Okay?"

"Sure mom... I won't rush you." He smiled sadly at her and pulled away slightly.

"Thank you," she said, "and I promise, son, that we will continue to have a wonderful relationship. But I just…I need some time." She couldn't look her son in the eyes as she spoke. All she wanted to do was to give him the world, but she just couldn't do it right now.

"I love you, mom," he said, looking into her eyes again. "And I promise, I'll never let you feel uncomfortable, and I will never stop loving you."

She smiled and held onto his hand tightly as they sat in silence for a moment. "I love you too, son," she said again, "and that will never change. But I think it's better this way. At least for now."

"I know, mom." He replied weakly.

"Son, please trust me when I say that I have a really good reason for doing this. I know you're probably upset right now, but please believe me when I say that I'm doing what's best for us. Okay?"

"I believe you, mom."

"Okay, then…we'll talk more later, okay?" She looked at him seriously. "Promise me you won't be mad at me for long, okay?"

"Okay, mom. I will try not to."

"Okay then, son," she said softly, giving him another hug. "Just remember how much I care about you no matter what happens next. We'll get through this together, okay?" She gave him a kiss on the cheek before getting up from his bed.

"Thank you" she whispered. Then she stood up and walked towards the door. Before leaving she turned back to look at him once more. "Take care, son. We'll talk again about this soon, okay?" With those final words she left the room and started preparing their dinner again.

A night passed without any issue. Both Jay and Liz pretended nothing happened between then. They both loved each other so deeply, and they both wanted to go with their deepest forbidden desires. But the moral value of society stopped them going further, or at least slowed them down.

After dinner, Jay came back to his room. He decided to give his mom some time and space, before going further again. He knew his mom well that she was very conservative and traditional housewife. If he pushed too hard, it would only make things worse. He also knew that the things he did last night and tonight had definitely impacted his mom's thoughts. As Lilim mentioned last time, his mom Liz was definitely the Hard Mode, especially for a virgin like him. Perhaps, he should change his strategy and start multiple missions at the same time. Just like in most games, there were always main mission and side missions.

However, he wouldn't be sure if he should have intimate relationship with other unsatisfied wives first, as somehow, he felt like he should save his first with his mom, the women he loved so deep in his heard, or even the true love he would ever have. He never experienced anything like this before anyway. He never knew what true love would feel like. In his mind, this feeling should be true love, the feeling that he could die for her, he could sacrifice himself, his soul for her.

He leaned back on his chair and let his thoughts wander freely...

Even if he saved his virginity to his mom, maybe... he could still start his other side missions at the same time, if he calculated the time correctly, he could still save his first time to his mom. He couldn't understand why his thought of saving his first time to his mom was so important to him. Shouldn't men's virginity mean nothing? He shook his head. Deep inside his mind, he knew he couldn't be loyal to his mom, to his true love, even if he had her eventually, because of this stupid Imp in his balls. He had to have multiple lovers eventually, in order to extend his life a bit longer. No one liked to die young.

"Hmm?! Imp??!!" Lilim's voice appeared in his mind suddenly again.

"I mean this little sexy succubus in my balls..." He felt his balls tighten a bit, not sure if this was because of Lilim or just his own feeling. "As you can tell, I am trying very hard to shoot all my seed to your face, my dear sweet little sexy demoness..."

"That's my good boy. Keep up your hard work. I think you are finally going to the right direction." Lilim laughed seductively.

"Phew..." He always felt so scared, whenever Lilim appeared in his mind. She hadn't shown up for a long time, so he almost forgot her existence.

"Well, maybe not that long... but you might feel so long, because so many good things happened recently." Lilim was happy with his progress.

He nodded his head, and needed to make sure he wouldn't think too many bad things about Lilim anymore, or even not thinking about anything to do with her at all, to be safe. God knows what she would do... sorry, Devil knows what she could do...

He shook his head, trying to clear his mind. He went back to his plan again. He pulled out a paper and pen, started thinking about all the wives around him...

"Hmm..." A few moments just past, he couldn't write down anyone... Every girl he knew was around his age or some old ladies with wrinkles all over their faces, his shaft would even shrink thinking about them.

"Let me start from something simple." He wrote down the ages suitable for him. Maybe around 28-45? If it was too young, they might not be married yet or even just in their honeymoon, so it would be Extremely Hard Mode. He already experienced his mom as the Hard Mode. He wouldn't want to challenge himself more. The other side of the age, 45, maybe could extend one or two more years, depending on how good looking they might be. But he really doubted it. So, in the end he was happy with the range of 28 to 45.

Such a big range already. But he still couldn't find anyone, except his mom, which was already his main mission. He held his head and felt hopeless. Why was his life just so miserable? He knew he wasn't an outgoing person at all, but this was too sad. He might have to change himself somehow.

This crazy mission must be just a joke from Lilith. She must enjoy watching him struggling. This might be the only reason she picked him. Potential? Seriously? He wouldn't believe any of this bullshit from her.

"Hmm?!" The angry voice of Lilim appeared in his mind again.

"Oh hmm... I mean any of these beautiful lies...no, truth... from the mighty Lilith." He changed the thought quickly, and then focused on his plan, going through his life again... every single lady he knew...

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While he was going through his life, there was a sudden knock on the door. He was so frightened that he jumped out of his chair, as he felt like he was doing some bad things. He quickly hid the paper, even though it got nothing on it, and pulled out his homework, pretending he was studying hard. "Come in, mom." He said, when he was ready.

"Hi son, how are you doing?" Liz went in and checked on her son.

"I am good. Trying to finish my homework, mom." He smiled innocently.

"Good boy," she said softly, kissing his cheek gently before pulling away. "Don't study too late, okay? Go get ready for bed, when you are ready. We'll talk more tomorrow, okay?" She gave him another hug and then went out of his room. "Don't forget to brush your teeth and wash your face."

"Goodnight, sweetheart," she whispered before closing his door.

"Goodnight, mom." He waved her goodnight and watched her close the door. And then went back to his planning. 

After he was startled by his mom, one lady showed up in his mind this time. He looked at his homework about photography, which reminded him of his photography teacher Sarah. He started thinking about Sarah's details. All his memories about her just showed up in her mind, along with some extra info not from his memories.