The empress other lovers are moving in and the emperor is having nightmares

Chapter 14.

The emperor was not sleeping well because each time he falls asleep he remembers his past life where is wife dies, his mother gets raped her his own rape at the hands of his own half brother with the help of Amy and he also remember his abuse by the hands of Amy and then he wakes up his is completely disgusted and don't know what to do to get the dreams to stop.

He have spoken to magician and they all tell him that the dreams seems like it was reality in a past life and that it seems that he is living his life over again and it have been a few times that he is reliving the same life. The emperor found it hard to believe because but his dreams seems so real and that is why is relationship with Amy is so bad because in all his past life she cause him the most pain.

He can remember his dream where he fell in love with her and abandon his wife and children and cause his wife to take her life, in one of his past life and in other life he choose the saint over the safety of his own mother and caused his mother to be badly raped. The emperor did not want to think about the times that he personally got raped, he wants to cry and run to his wife and have her hold him in her arms and tell him that she will not let anything hurt him.

The emperor always loved laying in the empress arms when he gets overwhelmed or stress her loving arms always makes him sleep soundly and he needs that so much now he feels like he is losing his mind and needs her to save him. He started crying out for the empress begging for her to hold him and that he's sorry.

Meanwhile the empress woke up in the arms of emperor Kyle snd she felt great from a passionate night, her love making with Kyle is always enjoyable and she felt that she will miss him when he have to head back to his kingdom she even thought that she might have to go with him because she don't think she can live with out his sex but she knew that she couldn't because she is the empress of the kingdom plus she has children with the emperor and they will not be able to leave with her if she does leave the emperor.

{emperor Kyle} will you come visit me sometimes, I will come back when I can but I hope that you are willing to keep this relationship going because I know that you only did this to get back at your husband and it should end when I leave but I really enjoyed our time together and don't want it to end.

{empress} I enjoyed you too so let continue this long term and I will do my best on my end and visit you when I can.

The empress and emperor Kyle sat together smiling even though the empress was heart broken over the emperor betrayal she never felt that she would start a relationship with another man and a younger one at that. She felt that if the emperor didn't do what he did she wouldn't have taken this step to have several lovers.

The empress wanted the emperor to know that she can do what he does but only better, he wanted a young beautiful saint lover so the empress will have a a young handsome emperor of another kingdom who is way better than her husband to be her lover and the icy on the cake will be she will also start a harem with two of the emperor's cousins duke Michael and duke Sean. The pain that the emperor caused was so great that not even if the emperor goes back in time a million times and goes through hell each time it wouldn't equal how the empress felt losing everything when the emperor destroyed her whole world.

The emperor's assistant came into his office to tell him that the dukes are moving into the empress's palace now, the emperor got upset and yelled out.

{Emperor} they have some nerve, aren't they my family why would they want to be my wife's lovers where is their loyalty! The empress is going too far now I know I hurt her but this is too much, she has a relationship with emperor Kyle and now she wanted the dukes who she knows are both my cousins she watched them grew up and they are just a few years older that our first child. She is acting so shameless!

The emperor got up and wanted to head over to the empress palace but his assistant told him that it would be best to just allow it because if he goes now there might be a bigger scandal than the dukes just moving in. Amy ran into the emperor's office crying stating that the empress is so shameless she has two men moving into her palace but before Amy could continue bad mouthing the empress the emperor slapped her stating that the shameless one is the ex saint that should have been out healing the sick but rather crawl into his bed.

The emperor called for the guards and told them that to never allow Amy to enter into his office again and the emperor then turned to his assistant and told him to move Amy out his palace to one of the cottage houses on the back end of the property. Amy yelled out to the emperor.

{Amy} are you abandoning me, what did I do to deserve this. I only loved you and ended up losing everything including you. Please don't do this to me I don't deserve your hate I did not do anything wrong. I never seduced you or did I put a spell on you so why can't you love me. Is it because the empress have lovers?

{Emperor} you were a saint so even if I fell in love with you, aren't you a holy saint and you should not give into temptation but you were too willing. When I were flirting with you in front my wife you did not stop it you only smiled and allowed me to humiliate my wife. When I told you that you can stay in a room in my palace while the priests are housed somewhere else you did not disagreed even though it was inappropriate, you were so willing to be shameless with me.

{Amy} you can't blame me for all of that you are the emperor how could I say no to you!

{Emperor} ok then get the hell out my palace! Don't beg me to stay by my side you are a sinner that lost your divine power and you are useless to me now! There are many pretty young lady that walk through the palace everyday so there isn't anything special about you now so get out.

The emperor yelled at Amy that was on her knees "get the hell out my palace and out my life you are a curst that I foolish caused on myself and now my life is completely shit because of letting you into my palace. If there was anybody I would't want to meet it would be you" all his words were like a dagger to her heart and she broke down crying and the guards dragged her out and when the doors of his office closed behind her the emperor fell to his knees crying.

{Emperor} since I let that woman into my life I can't sleep I have been having nightmares of losing my family. Other men have mistresses and concubines and they are fine but I foolishly felt that I fell in love with the saint and now my life is like this, my loving faithful wife now has a harem which two of them are my family members and each night I have nightmares which put me in so much pain and regrets. I want to die but I want to die in my wife's arms with her looking at me with loving eyes while tears running down her cheeks telling me she loves me and me only.

That night the empress had dinner with the dukes and her children, they were having a good night and one of the servant came to the empress to let her know that the emperor came so the empress walked to her study where the emperor was waiting for her.

{Empress} I know I did not send a invite for you to visit me so why are you here now.

{Emperor} I am the emperor and all the palaces here belong to me including this one I don't need to tell you when I want to come over I can just come over. You are my wife and it does not matter how many lovers you bring to your bed I am you husband and if I want to see you are have you in my bed I can. Please remember even though I treat you as my equal you aren't. I know what I did was wrong and this is my pay back so I will deal with it but know that I love you with all my heart and I am suffering now.

Amy was thrown out the palace, I don't have any mistresses and even though I was going to cheat with her never had sex with her I only kissed her.

{Empress} in this life you didn't but in your first and second you did, you chose her each time and even though you were destroying our love you did not care, you kept her by your side even thought doing that hurt everybody around you even your kingdom suffered.

The emperor was shocked and was speechless at first then he walked over to the empress and kneeled at her feet and then said.

{emperor} what! So are you causing this nightmares, is this my punishment to dream about my past life and what I went through.

{Empress} no! I can't control anything I was given a time stick and it allows me to go back into time and due t o that some people might feel like they are living there life again and have dreams about their first life but I can't control that. I was given the choice when I died the first time when I took my life after you got the saint pregnant and told me that you will be making her a consort. I was overwhelmed with pain that I could not dig myself out of and I wanted the heartache to end so I knew the only way was to end my life so I did.

Then a bright light appeared and I was back in the past and I keep going back each time because each time you choose to have an affair with a holy saint and curse yourself and your kingdom.

While the emperor was still on his knees in front the empress he placed his head in her lap and said.

{Emperor} I'm sorry, I am so sorry! Even if I was under a spell I made the choice to betray you and hurt you and our family. I miss you and I miss laying in your arm when I have a headache or when I can't sleep. My wife I'm tired and I want to just die I don't want to come back, I have gone through so much in my first and second life and I relive them in my dreams each night.

My wife my loving wife men repeatedly raped me in my past life, I was in a coma and physically abused , I laid in a bed in my own pee and shit for days until my body started rotting and now when I wake in the morning after the nightmares for a few moments I can feel the pain of what I went through and I can smell the rotten smell of dead flesh.

I am suffering and I just want to die in your arms please allow me to leave this world in your arms please. I have so much regrets, I was a fool and hurt you so much and I am sorry I will pay you back with my life I will clear the way for you to find a good man to love you only and help heal the damage I caused to your heart. Please my wife allow me to die in your arms.

The empress had tears running down her cheeks and the emperor looked up at his wife and he had a bottle of poison and he stated that he will take it and he will die in a few seconds after he does. The empress took the bottle out her husband hands and walked him to her room and they both laid on her bed and while the emperor was in his wife's arms the emperor place her hand on his forehead and a bright light came from her hands and the emperor fell a sleep.

While the emperor slept he dreamt of when he and the empress was young and playing in the palace garden. The emperor held on to the empress and they slept like that the whole night until the next day and from that day on the emperor never had another nightmare about his painful memories of his past life.