Happy place

How it all happened I can't tell

A new feeling, feeling? It was more than a feeling, it was a need, a connection, a bond

Denial my first reaction, comprehension the next then alas acceptance

Fear! Fear of getting hurt

Growth! All round

Your lips my greatest delight

Your hold enough to spin my world around, a light touch from you able to accelerate my heartbeat but it is more than that,

You make feel, you make me numb

You're in my thoughts, in my heart and mind, in my being

What do I call this? A phase? Love? Conviction?

You make me forget, you occupy me, how do you have such power?

Happy place? Well yeah but even sometimes it's not so happy, if only you could use words, if only I was less emotional, if only I was less accessible