BECAME MY END
NORA POV:
The darkness was comforting, and peaceful, and no fear. if I'm dead I want to stay dead! I won't wake up ever!
Then I hear a loud masculine voice as he says "wake up" just like in the other dream and I felt a burning sensation on my face like I was slapped; wait I was slapped!
Immediately I jumped up holding my face surprised, seeing mama Lupe sitting on the bed opposite me and so-called the head of the room Katherine standing behind her, I was still in shock as gradually start to remember what happened I try to run but I was stupid that why they caught me! I wish I can close my eyes and continue to stay unconscious or I should just die!
Mama Lupe: you are a very stupid girl you know that? Thinking that you can leave this place? It will not even happen in your next life because you are mine! My property!
I could not hold my tear anymore, the way she was talking I felt hopeless, indeed I'm a very stupid, foolish, nonsense, hopeless girl because I got myself in this situation.
Katherine was just throwing daggers at me with her eyes, as usual, she was almost naked.
Katherine: just stop the fake tears bitch! Nobody leaves this place alive you should be happy you are not already dead!
Mama Lupe holds my chin very tight folding my mouth and dragging my face towards her.
Mama Lupe: look at me! If you ever try to run again I promise to cut you into pieces and feed you to the dogs! This will be my last warning for you young lady trust me when I make a promise I do it!
Katherine: mama she has to be punished so she doesn't try to run again!
Mama Lupe: just shut up! Take her away, get her ready I promise the boys a fresh A$$ today
Katherine:(surprised) but mama! She is not ready
Mama Lupe: then get her ready!
Kathrine dragged me to the room forcing me to shower I continued to cry, making the girls laugh as Kathrine enjoyed the moment calling me names. She wasn't my problem I would have put her in her place, I was too disappointed in myself for not succeeding to escape. After I showed Kyle gave me a short and a T-shirt to wear then Kathrine escorted me to the salon to get my hair fixed I just followed her and did everything I was told, I couldn't fight back I was too tired, nothing had entered my mouth and it already a new day making it two days since I had eaten. I was feeling dizzy from everything I had passed through starting from the drugs in my coffee to hours of me crying then my escape attempt falling by receiving a blow to the head and a sounding slap from mama Lupe; how interesting my life has become.
My hair was beautiful, this was the first time I was fixing hair extensions to my hair and it was original human hair! It's quite expensive in my country and it wasn't my priority, besides I love braiding my hair and it's affordable too. Jenny and I always remind ourselves that we do not need expensive things to look beautiful. Well, that's because we did not have much anyway. I would have been happy if the situation was different, despite how I like the look I just wanted to drag it off my Head.
Kathrine was trying to make me look like a clown by picking funny hair colors for me but I was happy Paige the hair stylist agreed with the black hair I chose even doe she wasn't smiling at all. Paige was also a beautiful lady with tattoos scattered all over her body, probably she is one of the sex workers too maybe she was staying in another room because I had not seen her in our room she was constantly smoking I wonder how she was able to make my hair look perfect I'm sure my smell like weed and hair spray.
Reality hits me again reminding me not to be too excited about my hair, I can't believe That I was been prepared to go and have sex with a total stranger, everything feels like a bad dream and I need to wake up fast! I can't take it! How will I contact my family; oh my God Jenny! She must be very worried I haven't called her since the last time we talked, look what I have brought myself into I should listen to her but no! I always do what's on my mind, here I am soon to be a sex slave to some idiots.
Paige: fu€k! You ruined the makeup
I did not notice that I was crying again, I did not even know when she started making me up
Nora: I'm... I'm sorry
Kathrine starts laughing as she continues to comb her blonde hair
Kathrine: going to look like a clown now
cry baby, you just have 5 minutes to be done and come back to the room to get dressed you don't want to keep important clients waiting.
Before Kathrine step out she tuned giving me a fake smile
Kathrine: brook is outside the door waiting to bring you back to the room.... so you don't pull any stupid stunt.
Did she just say clients, like more than one? This is my End I'm not doing this I have to find a way to get out even if I die trying. I could not control the tears I know the makeup is completely ruined now, Paige dragged one sit in front of the mirror and she sat facing me, taking a long drag from her cigarette or weed. With a serious look on her face
Paige: I know your type, you remind me of myself troublesome yeah?
Nora: I don't know what you are talking about
Paige: (laughs) you will know soon.... kind advice do not try to be smart it will kill you, do not be too dum it will kill you also
Nora: I don't want to stay so I don't need your advice!
Paige: the only thing that can leave this place is your dead body got it? So stop dreaming! There is more good here that you are yet to see, can't you see the girls? there are having fun.... Your Life is already fucked up, so what! all you have to do is accept it and try to find the good here!
Nora: I can't
Paige: you can! And you must! Look at me.... if you want to leave this place alive the only way is to do as you are told, try to win the men's hearts maybe if you are lucky then you can be sold to the highest bidder that is your only way out! Mind you this has only happened once in this place..... don't be too happy, but you can try
She smiles for the first time as she tries to fix the makeup on my face.
Nora: how can I win their hearts?
Paige: smart girl, you are already a beautiful woman... you are curvy so you don't have to do much, just please your clients and make them want You again. Because your life depends on it!
I had a little courage but was still very scared deep Down the question kept ringing in my head as I walked back to the room with the so-called brook behind me, he was the one who caught me when I tried to escape. Was "How can I win their hearts" was I buying into this stupid idea? But do I even have a choice!
I walked into the room which was now almost empty but Kathrine and Kyle were still there.
Kathrine: you are late! I told you 5 minutes, take this and get dressed
Kyle: I will help you c'mon
I don't understand how these girls think! there are been used and they can't even wait to go and meet the stupid old disgusting men. I am sure this is not ordinary they must be giving them something, like injections that put them back in this mood, yes that explains it.
Kyle help me wear the dress, first I was told to take off the new set of underwear I was given. The dress was beautiful, black and lacy Rain did a good job, my waist was snatched and all my curves were very visible but it was too short I'm sure If I bend my ass will show, and my boobs Oh my God! I feel naked. Kyle handed me some jewelry that look expensive
Steering at myself in the mirror I was speechless, I could not recognize myself I felt intermediated by the woman I'm seeing, it feels good in a way and it scares me. The hair, makeup, and dress were overwhelming me I just want to take them off so I can be myself this is not me! I feel lost in them. Kyle walked behind me adjusting her dress as she whispered
Kyle: you look beautiful and elegant you are going to make them crazy for you.... don't make that tears drop, just control your emotions, and you be fine.
What have I turned into! A crying baby? This is not me and I have to stop showing my weakness in front of everyone, I will leave this place one way or another, I will never accept this as my life or how I will end. But for now, I have no choice but to do what they want. The compliment felt good and I'm going to own it
Nora: (smiled ) thank you
Katherine: enough of the fake compliment, we are leaving.
As Kyle and I walked past Katherine I noticed the hateful glance, I smiled to myself knowing that she is feeling intimidated already. She will be my favorite during my brief stay here I will do anything to provoke her, it feels therapeutic already a good distraction from all of this