Chapter 3: A new feeling

Everyday after I had played volleyball with those boys, I had waited for Riley everyday in our 1st period, which was language arts. Today was a huge day for me. Tuesday February 11th, 2023. I had been planning what I was going to say, but I ended up not being able to due to how nervous I was. So instead, when I got home, I sent him a message on Pinterest, because that's how I was able to have certain conversations with him that my parents wouldn't see or know about. I sent him a pin asking him to be my valentine. 'God...please say yes, please say yes..' I thought to myself. Because we were currently having a conversation already, he would reply pretty quickly.

Moonriley: Yea, sure.

I died. I was so happy, and excited. I was giggling like a school girl, blushing a bright pink. Thank god he couldn't see it.

Nyx: Will you be my boyfriend..?

'Oh my god...I just did that...Please say yes...God, what the hell is wr-'

Moonriley: Depends. Will you be mine? Cause I'll say yes. Without even thinking. Then again I don't think much anyways.

He replied..

'Oh god...This is actually happening...this isn't a dream? Holy shit..'

Nyx: Yes, dummy!!

I replied almost instantly. I was over the top with joy and pride and happiness, and something new..Something I've rarely ever felt...it was love.. I couldn't believe it..I had him..he's mine now, and I'm his...holy hell...

After that, we just talked a lot, then FaceTimed. He had to go to sleep, said goodnight, and hung up. I wasn't able to sleep, not with how much just happened in such a short period of time. But I guess I would have to except things like this in the future, too. I wonder what school will have in store for the two of us tomorrow...

(Nyx and Moonriley are the usernames for our Pinterest accounts at the time)