Ch. 19: The Feelings
He stared so intensely unable to blink or close his eyes, he was wide open in fear that the moment he bat his eyes she would disappear. He kept going, his heart beating faster and faster in synchronization with his wavering feet. But yet, she was still in her own world uncaring to the least. She kept playing without sensing him; was she ignoring him? Or couldn’t she sense him?
The moment was like magic, the waves of mate bound danced between the two shouting of joy. The baby dragons that pulled them together roared with happiness, excited by their achievement. They finally did it, they finally made it, and they soon will be together. It was like huge firework exploding inside that not so small, not so large clearing. The sound was so earthshaking and yet soundless in the same time. The threads were fiery and yet nothing got burned.
However this feelings and sentiment were rules which were set on stone. An instinctive urges that couldn’t be broken or avoided a hammering spell that carved their soul and bone. Resulting on him walking mindlessly, guided by his fate to only be saved.
His actions and hesitations were both alarming enough to bring the attention of that innocent girl who set playfully over the green grass. She pulled her head up noticing the coming steps going up until she reach the up her luring eyes scanned his fitted body inch by inch bringing Xavier’s figure into a full stop. Her thick full laches flapped in concentration as her mind went in a pursuit to remember who he was. However, in the other side of that unsaid confrontation Xavier stood still unable to figure out what the hell could he do. The atmosphere was so awkward, the area was too silent as the air between the man and the women kept hitting up like an erupting volcano. They didn’t move, none of them found the will to do so. Even the small innocent animals, who were trapped between their fires, cowered back the much they can in a desperate attempt to be invisible from the thundering eyes.
Their eyes met under the soft sunlight bringing forwards the warmness their heart held. Like fire who burned the dead and the living the heat of their bodies clashed between them happy and ecstatic. His threads of fate along with hers twirled and circled around themselves marking their reunion. Her heart jumped in hoops in bliss. Her breath hitched for an unknown reason, as he stood shaking barely stopping himself. He eyes gazed him up and down nonstop. Sinfully biting her inviting pinkish lips, forcefully pulling Xavier’s attention to them. Helplessly, filled with anguish following her every move she did unconsciously coping her step by step falling hard into her trap.
His heart stopped beating, loaded by his sins and all the things he wanted to do to her. It was just mere seconds and he already felt the power of Gods through her. He felt his soul leave him to worship her at the edge of her temple. His eyes never blinked, not even for a second, but his deserted imagination fought hard and hard thinking of how his hands would caress her bright skin. Thoughts running wild thinking of how he would make her walk side to side from Monday to the sinful Sunday. He was desperate already in heat, dying from the load his mind brought him just with wicked look. He though hard about a lot of things, he though had imaging the rolls of the sheets, swearing to God that he almost heard them, seeing the shadows of two bodies naughtily playing in front of him.
He took a step and a second boldly enough from all the vivid images he is seeing. While she set confidently not betting an eye. He took two more steps closing further and further the space between them. His movement were calculated and yet desperate and spontaneous. Form the outside they seemed well taken but in reality they instinctive.
Dangerously stopping only few steps from her, not too close yet close enough to breathe her scent. Close enough to pet his unyielding heart who were about to explode through his iron ribs. That moment where to epic for him. He was like he discovered this world for the first time. He was too astonished believing that he breathed air for the first time, coming to his life revelation just at that moment that come face to face with an enchantress woman.
Paralyzed he stood fixedly waiting for her to say something he waited patiently for her to realize who he was, and come running into his arms happily. For a while they both kept staring at each other’s eyes wondering, gathering their thoughts.
Thinking deeply about things, as the sparks kept going up and up. She didn’t back away from his calling desires meeting him half way and luring him back instead. That was what he thought, dangerous thoughts that broke what was left of his mind. Yet what happened next just throw him down his high horse knocking him back into the world of reality were things are not as we expect.