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THE LAST HEIRESS OF OBLONSKY, BEATRIX

The sound of guns... The darkness... The smoke... Then, oblivion. Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares. Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered. Looking outside my window, I am writing my daily journal and poetry today... To release all the pains and tensions from my past. And I wrote.. December 18, 1980 Myshkin, Russia My beloved, Have you ever ask yourself... What's your life purpose? If.. Are you doing the right thing? Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant? Day dreaming into your own world? Too much questions filled in your heart and mind. Too much of everything that you don't want. Too much! To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me. Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them. Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories. Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death. Yes, I did face it all. I cried hard. After decades of those patterned memories... This is the first time that I realized.. How I treated myself so badly. And I really wanted to give back to myself. By appreciating my past. Appreciate yourself more... Love yourself more... And you will discover more... I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past. ***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF*** My dearest self in the past... I have been visiting you lately in a vast... You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS, You go out more, loving the sun and grasses, Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above. Joyous days, feet touching stones and green Oh How glorious those days have been Flowing like water in every storms within And wind touches, caressing my skin Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose". A path full of journey and a dead rose All those rise and fall, I am with you... All those tears and laughter, I am with you... I am always with you til the end of time. You have no choice, we are both destined. Oh loving sun and dreamy moon, Grace us the light in our path divine, My past self, I thank you! For the wonderful memories... In my troubled present, found peace in you. Beatrix ********************************************** As I closed my journal... I just hear my Nana's footsteps and call out. "My princess, it's dinner time. Don't forget your coat, it's a bit freezing today!." "Yes, coming Nana!." I checked myself in the mirror for the last time, before sharing the table with Nana. The beauty in the mirror speaks of simplicity and elegance. I'm tall at my age of 15, around 183cm, with soft silver wavy hair and emerald green eyes. I'm looking at the reflection of my mother. And before my tears fall. "Beatrix?" A hint of annoyance in Nanas voice. "Yes, sorry Nana." Then, we silently eat our beetroot soup. In the same month, in different year. Our mother gather all of us, her children, near the fireplace hearth, made of granite and marble stone. My eldest brother Maxim played the piano while my older sister Annika played the flute. While me and my mom, cheerfully singing. Then, our beloved father Dimitri, joined us in our joyfulness. Amidst our liveliness, the commotion outside the House of Oblonsky raised our fears. People shouting with torches and guns. My father Dimitri was stunned. I'm crying in horror. I hugged my father...for the last time. When.... My small voice... bellowed "NO!!!!" "Mama, Papa..." "Maxim, Annika..." 

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The Festive Season

The morning sun in winter time is hardly any.

I felt lucky to be up so early.

After a night of restlessness.

Wearing my acid washed jeans, emerald green rolled-neck shirt, under my long sheepskin fur coat.

I have braided my soft silver hair and covered it with my floral head scarf with fur.

Lastly, my favorite blue sneakers on.

That's perfect for me.

I am always thankful that Leonid is very generous of me.

He always bring me gifts from his business trips.

Leonid Levidev is a famous merchant and small scale manufacturer of guns and ammunition.

He never failed Nana and our needs.

In our decades of concealment, he used his vast contacts of friends and people.

He may not that powerful but truely a kind, loving and respectable.

Nana had miscarriages due to stressful travels and change of locations every now and then.

They are my precious stones in my darkness.

Irina and Leonid are my Angels who saved me from death.

Looking at the mirror...

Yes, I am ready.

Today is the day that we have been waiting, the Music Festival.

We will be with Lada, the only and truest friend that I have since we moved to Myshkin from Belarus.

She's the same age of me.

We have been friends for two years now.

She is also an orphan, living with her Aunt Galina, who's been a friend and confidant of Nana.

We are both excited.

We will be going to Moscow, for the festival.

It's a bit long travel by boat through the river Volga.

Yet, we are so lucky, Leonid makes reservation of his merchant friends yacht, named "Freedom".

"Amelia!?!" I heard a voice calling from outside of our two-storey cabin house.

I opened the doors of our balcony from my room. 

And I waved my hands to signal her to come in.

Yes, you heard it right!

People call me "Amelia" in every places we go.

That's the name Nana and Leonid had given me when we first escaped from the time of Revolution and up until now.

I went down to the dining area to meet Lada.

While Nana is preparing breakfast of bacon and eggs.

We chatted while I am helping Nana with the table.

And invited Lada for breakfast.

We treated her like family.

"Do you like some tea?" I asked Lada.

She nodded and say "Thanks Amelia!".

We are like sisters, we share the same passion and hobbies.

She continued "Have you heard that there are some rumor that armed men been around lately?"

I am startled and choked while drinking my tea.

Nana's eyes shown fears and anxieties.

Then, I asked "Why is that so?"

"Aunt Galina said, that one of them asked her, if we knew about the last Heiress of Oblonsky".

"Really?!? Did Aunt Galina mentioned, where are they from?". I asked.

"I think they are from Oblonsky." Lada responds eagerly.

Then she added " How could a Princess lives in this small village? Myshkin is a very small remote place. Nothing much to be enjoyable in."

Flashbacks of my past trauma is haunting me again.

Nana excused herself and started calling Leonid on the telephone.

"Amelia? Are you ok?" Lada asked.

"Yes, I'm fine. Just I remembered something. I forgot to bring my Journal with me. Can I leave you just a minute? I'll be right back".

She nodded in response while drinking her cup of tea.