I look at my window as his car pulls away. I forgot what happiness had felt like until today. I go over to my desk and grab my dairy that Dad gave me to write my feelings in. He said it might make me feel better. Well I refused to write in it for the longest time, but I had a thought that maybe if I called it Sadie, then I might feel like I'm talking to her. I open it and grab my pen.
๐ท๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐,
๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ผ ๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ. ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ค ๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ค, ๐๐๐ โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐คโ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐โ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ โ๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐ฆ. ๐ป๐ ๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐ก๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐๐ก ๐ก๐ โ๐๐ โ๐๐ข๐ ๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก. ๐ด๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐... ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐! ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ฆ ๐ โ๐๐๐ก ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ . ๐ผ ๐ก๐๐ข๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ โ๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐กโ โ๐๐. ๐ผ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐ โ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐ค๐๐๐ โ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ข๐โ, ๐๐ข๐ก ๐ผ ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ก โ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ฆ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ผ'๐๐ โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค. ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ก!
๐ฟ๐๐ฃ๐,
๐๐๐๐๐๐กโก๏ธ
I closed my diary and put it back on my desk. I then switched my light off and snuggled in bed. Tomorrow is a new day...and for once I'm excited for it to come.