4 Diary 4: Exhaustion and Overwork

"What a tiring day" the K-pop Idol sits exhaustedly in the taxi.

He tried his best in answering the mc relentless question. However, his fatigue cannot mask his irritation toward his family. Unlike what the masses think, the Idol has a bad relationship with his family. The reason would be his strict family and their greed for using their son's popularity as their step stones to fame.

Min Soo knew this and which is why he hates the thought of standing by their side. The fact that they used him for their step stones for their popularity sickens the idol. He only wants to live in peace, the man fathoms the reason why he chose the Idol's life if it only ends up as a stepping stone for his parents' career.

After that hectic show, Min Soo had a promise with a certain someone in a secluded love hotel. It is his only way to destress himself. As the taxi driver glances at him uncomfortably, Min Soo can only sigh as his face is popular and known amongst the public. He already covers his face with sunglasses.

Nevertheless, wherever he goes; everyone seems to know his figure. The name Kim Min Soo is popular and everyone is undeniably charmed by his looks and voice. Knowing that the taxi driver is interested in his personal affair, the man decides to drop quite far from the love hotel. It would be bad if the media mass catches him going into the love hotel.

If the public knows what he's doing, his fans would probably condemn him. He pulls up his hat, covering his face from the public. Good thing that the love hotel location is quite secluded, people rarely pass there. As he enters the purple building, the other party already awaits. The man before him is a model with the name Park Tae Min, a colleague.

He circles his arm around Min Soo's shoulder familiarly, being overtly touchy with him. The Idol doesn't mind the touch, their lips slowly touch on each other's plump lips. Park Tae Min, the popular model is the man of what every woman dreams of. Handsome look, slender body, and not to mention his manly features.

A sharp jawline and muscular fist would make any women fall in love with this perfect man. The model already ordered them a VIP room, a perfect room for their temporary love nest.

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The sky turns darker, the moment he's awake the man is already outside the hotel. The time he spent with the model was quite short but entertaining. A part of his void was filled with the sweetness of Park Tae Min's gentleness and kindness, even though Min Soo knew that the relationship will soon come to an end.

Park Tae Min circles his arm around Min Soo's neck after their hot steamy session. Min Soo pushes his arm, not wanting to attract the attention of the public and the hidden paparazzi. Park Tae Min winks at him, his sweet voice engulfs the Idol with a strange sensation around his body as he silently groans.

"Oh, nice reaction? Do you want to do another-".

"No" the idol replies flatly as he pushes Tae Min away. "You do know we're just a fling, nothing beyond that".

Park Tae Min caresses his cheek then trails toward his jaw as he rubbed on it playfully like rubbing on a cat. The idol slaps the model hand's away, Tae Min sighs as he looked at the dissatisfaction on Min Soo's face. Tae Min wants to invite him for a dinner, he always tries his best but the man skives his kindness away.

After all, their relationship is purely physical and not emotional. It is what they decided since they made the pact, the physical pact to pleasure each other when someone needs it. However, Tae Min wants to be more than just physical. Surely, this hinders Min Soo's true purpose to destress himself.

The relationship between them is getting dangerous, it would be wise for Min Soo to stop the relationship before one of them get hurt. Tae Min and Min Soo will have a photoshoot schedule at night. The two of them decide to go together after their steamy session, Min Soo only hopes that nothing happens that could endanger his career.

His life stakes at his career as an Idol, if anyone ever finds out that he swings that way; then that would be a disaster. He accepts his bisexual orientation, what he can't accept right now is commitment since his career is his utmost priority. Tae Min and Min Soo's relationship will soon come to an end, and the Idol will be the one who makes sure that they end.

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When they arrived at the photo shoot location, the needle already hits the number eight. It's quite late but not so late for the Idol and the model. The two of them pose for a fashion Magazine called the Loire, a fashion magazine that attracts female audiences with their fashionable brands on display.

The photographer gives a thumbs-up as the two react in sync, showing off their professionality at the photoshoot. It's in a luxury photo studio that only a few people can afford, hence the two of them are in work mode. None of their previous squabbles in the car get in their careers, Tae Min and Min Soo know that well.

However, the constant events tire the idol out as his gazes slowly grow blurry as the camera flash hits his eyes. His body feels weak, the man wants to pass out, and Tae Min aware of his colleague's health. The model is kind enough to tell the cameraman to stop the photoshoot for a while, Tae Min helps him steady his walk as Min Soo's lips dry from the lack of water.

Min Soo drinks the bottle of water that his hairstylist prepares, unbeknownst that not even the bottle of water could save him. He collapsed on the floor, making a scene in front of the staff. Tae Min gasps as he sees the Idol fainted on the floor, he instinctively calls Bobby, the Idol maknae.

The model knows well how close they are, Bobby and Min Soo's relationship is like brothers. Inseparable, Bobby always takes care of Min Soo without him worrying about his health. As soon as Bobby receives the calls, Tae Min hollers at the puzzled maknae about Min Soo's health.

"Bobby! Min Soo collapse! I'm going to drive him to the hospital! Please, meet me there" Tae Min clicks his tongue.