Tell Me How Much You Missed Me
you walked into the class sitting next to taemin. the teacher seemed in a bad mood as he started the lesson. you couldn't help but look back at key every now and again... everytime you did he was staring at you.
taemin: can't you just pay attention to the front
he asked as you turned back around
you: i feel bad
taemin: don't he deserves it
you: how because he has feelings for me... no one deserves to be beaten up for how they feel
taemin: thats not why we fought we fought cause he got jealous and attacked me because he couldnt have you are you saying that its okay for anyone that can't have you beat me up
you: someone needs to teach you a lesson
teacher: are you two doen disruppting my class yet
you look at the front
you: im sorry
he rolled his eyes. i look at taemin and he was ready to fight the teacher... what is up with him today... during break i talked to the girls
wendy: he is all alone
irene: maybe we should invite him over
joy: and have teamin kill us
seulgi: he is are friend guys... what do you think y/n
they looked at me
you: if he wants to come over he can... i won't stop him
the girls walked over there but cameback without him
you: what happened
seulgi: he said he needs his space
minho: or he is afraid that taemin will beat him up again
you: taemin won't lay a hand on anyone
taemin: how so
you: if you want to be with me no more fighting that is my rule
everyone laughed...
taemin: fine i won't fight
he pouted
onew: he is whipped
the class started again... soon it was lunch and we were walking out the room...
key: y/n can i talk to you
you looked back at him... taemin tried pulling you away but you stopped
you: yes we can
taemin: y/n you can't be serious
you: he is a friend... he has the right to talk to me if he wants
taemin: then i will come
you looked at key then back at taemin
you: just have lunch i will be there soon
taemin: how can i when you are gonna be alone with him
you: do you not trust me
taemin: i trust you with all that i am... i dont trust him
you kiss his cheek
you: then worry from the lunch room and tell me how much you missed me when you see me
walking in
you let go of taemin and followed key... he walked outside to the front of the school
you: what do you want to talk about
key: i though you wanted nothing to do with us and then you are with him
you: i was angry... my friends had just got in a fight
key: friends...
you: you are my friends
key: but if you still refer to him as a friend that means you don't fully like him that i have a chance
you: look key what i feel for him is complicated but i know i like him
key: but you don't know full right
you: well... yes but
key: then give me a chance... i am way better for you then him... all he does is cause you problems you said it yourself
you: that was a different situation
key: no its not it applies for everything he does... he isn't good for you
you close your eyes
key: and i am... can't you just see that... see me
you: key stop
key: i never will stop loving you
you looked at him in surprise
key: i love you y/n and have since the moment i first saw you... i know you feel it to why won't you just open yourself up to it
you: i have only had feelings for taemin
key: no you only choose to because you are afraid of losing him cause he was there for you when your family died... that if you lose him you feel the pain of losing your family all over again he is a crutch... he is keeping you weak... i can help you get past it fully heal you if you give me a chance
he grabbed you hand slowly walking closer
key: i want what is best for you... don't you
i gulped
key: i care for you in a way he will never give me a chance please
he lifted your chin to look at him... his lips slowly meeting yours... you realized what he did and pushed him
you: don't kiss me
key: come on y/n you felt that how much you wanted me to kiss you... give in
he smashed his lips on you again... you tried pushing him away but that just caused him to grab your hands. and hold you still... when he finally let go of you something caused you to slap him
key: y/n
he held his cheek...
you: im sorry but you shouldn't have done that
key: i don't regret it
he stepped forward and you stepped back
you: what are you doing
key: don't you see how flustered you are y/n you liked it... no matter what you do i know you did your just afraid what taemin will say
taemin... he trusted you not to do anything
you: leave me alone or we wont be friends anymore
key: i don't want to be your friend i want to be your boyfriend your lover your future can't you understand that
he touched your shoulder
key: give in y/n
he stepped closer and closer... you needed to get out of there... you began walking away
key: comeback here
you took off in a full sprint not caring anymore
key: wait y/n stop
he screamed after you but that cause you to run faster you wanted to be far away from him and the school... you heard a horn looking up just in time to see a car coming at you
~screech~ baam~ thud~thud~boom
as it hit you at full force you rolled over the hood hitting the windshield and hit the ground. there was a moment of silence, extreme silence like a piercing sound in your ear silence. Your body hurt more than you could imagine... Everything becomes still and you just surrender yourself
you: mama