His health was gone, his vision was quickly going, and his weapons were ineffective. He had done nothing to his opponent, and he was on the verge of death. Frankly, he needed nothing short of a miracle to save himself from the inevitability of the situation.
'It has to be one of my own creation,' he thought. Of all of the things he had survived since leaving the academy, almost all of it had been nothing to do with him. He survived the crash somehow, even though he was unconscious when it happened. He had been saved from the tank, even though he was in that place to save other people in the first place. He could not count on something else saving him from this situation. He had to find the solution himself.