Mr. sweetheart & profanities

It was a windy Sunday, still dark but I managed to go down and make sure Jungkook and Namjoon were awake earlier enough to go to the company with their own car. It was important because they are the ones with more chores regarding their next project. Fortunately Yoongi was doing it, by his attire he didn't used his bedroom yet he was in deep conversation with the one behind the door before he went to his bedroom.

I started the coffee maker on my way back I heard strong footsteps but continued on my task thinking the boys were struggling to get ready . I was done quickly and turned around to return to bed for a couple or hours. I lifted my phone to bring light to the kitchen and don't hit anything

-BOOHOO!!!- the dark figure said and on instinct I screamed back scared to death. Taehyung and Jimin were laughing as one truned on the lights. I had to sit on the floor to calm my heart that was trying to jump out of my body.

Yoongi came on alert with something on his hands, I couldn't identify it because I needed to concentrate on myself first. I heard his voice but whatever he said made the others to laugh harder, something flew over my head towards Taehyung who started to run around playing and Jimin joined. There was a huge commotion when the rest of group came to the kitchen to see what was happening.

My thoughts focused straight to my son and run to my apartment, he was crying I took him and hugged him to calm his soobs. He was trembling as I started to half sing and half humming the slowest song that came to my mind ( killing me softly with his song fromThe Fugees) I repeated the song over and over with small pauses to coddle Liam back to sleep.

It was already sunrise when I left his room convinced that he was capable to sleep alone again. I was tired before the day started but it didn't really bothered me. I got surprised, Yoongi, Jimin and Taehyung were sleeping outside Liam's room. I carefully brought some blankets and pillows for them so they could rest peacefully there.

I started my morning routine with a hot shower and light makeup just to look fresh awake. It was hard to go to my kitchen because the three bodies were now more comfortable positioned. Fortunately my floors were heated because I like to walk barefoot and it's autumn already.

Today I made hot chocolate to drink and toast with butter on. Jimin was the first to wake up and his embarrassed face came out when he tried to excuse, I wasn't angry with them because they didn't realize that Liam was alone and could heard us screaming. It's normal they didn't, now there is a baby around and I'm almost living with them, it is all new so I forgive him.

About an hour later Taehyung opened his eyes to see Yoongi's feet so close to his face. He was oblivious why he was sleeping there, he got up quickly and said something in Corean before going back. Liam was next so I changed his diaper and got his milk before he decided to go back to sleep because he didn't get enough rest last night.

Today I didn't have to work downstairs. I could bring Yoongi to my room I suspected he was going to suffer if he continued laying there . I could clean up without disturbing them. It was past eleven when he finally got up and found me and Liam coloring with acuarelas using our fingers.

- Good morning, you can use the bathroom here or hurry downstairs we will be here all day long- he greeted back and went outside , hiding himself as much as he could, his hair was a mess and probably didn't want to show his face right now.

After lunch I carried Liam to his bed because it was nap time. I decided to clean outside and prepare for what I could do to enhance the beauty of the terrace and plowing space. I slide the Glass door a little but the wind was very strong and came in like a big current that brought most of the dust and water left from the bad weather we were having lately.

Of course I got dirty even if I could close the door asap. The weather was frustrating all my attempts to go outside to get some fresh air at least. My top was a bit wet with brownish dots so I pulled it over my head but my T shirt got tangled on it because it a bit oversized . All my top clothes were on my hands now and was trying to separate them to dress de T shirt again and take a clean sweater from the ones I folded this morning and didn't put in my closet because Yoongi was sleeping peacefully.

I was distracted thinking that I should clean there because didn't got the time for it. I got dressed again but Hoseok was paralyzed there with his mouth open.

I greeted him but it took a second before he realized what was happening. He nervous said he came up because the door was open. I offered him a warm cup of tea and he accepted it . I didn't want to force him to say if he had been there meanwhile I changed clothes so I asked why he came up.

Jimin and Taehyung were arguing about something about me but they wouldn't tell him or Seokjin what was the problem.

I related the story from my point of view leaving behind some details. Just that Taehyung and Jimin joined to surprise me in the dark earlier when Namjoon and Jungkook had to get ready for work and our noise scared Liam too. It took some time to calm him and I found the boys lying down in the corridor so I brought blankets and pillows for them. Later they apologized one by one as they waked up and went down. I tried to make sure I wasn't worried about it.

He left my apartment convinced that nothing was wrong enough to argue about it and would talk with them before Namjoon came back and had to make peace.

I was wondering what to cook for dinner tonight when Namjoon came to talk with me. I guess it was difficult for Hoseok to calm the waters between the members. I related the same story as I told Hoseok before, knowing he would understand my words better and did some effort to express that I wasn't angry or anything. Fortunately the main reason was that Taehyung was the first to be awake and left the others there, same with Jimin but Yoongi has been ignoring everyone today so the same two are going nuts because they are at fault.

We talked about it long enough for me to decide to go down and have a little meeting with Namjoon translating. It was difficult to accommodate when three of the boys didn't want to be nearby or across each other. I was nervous because didn't want some details to pop in because they were embarrassed enough. Yoongi came with sunglasses on and a black face mask. He just listened and we convinced them that I understood they were sorry because Liam got scared.

Taehyung was dying to hold Liam so I handed him to the singer and patted his shoulder so he finally relaxed. Namjoon decided they were in charge for dinner and cleaning because we ended reunited before dinner time.

That was actually the only time Yoongi decided to open his mouth and said he will pay for whatever they order, he didn't feel good to cook today. Everyone cheers but he went out of sight again. I was concerned because didn't look at us and was trying to be invisible. I started to suggest things I liked about Asian food. So they got distracted choosing the menu.

Hoseok called me so we could talk without being heard. He told me Yoongi wasn't being his usual self lately. He is in pain because he was hurt by all the practice they usually do. I realize that somewhere I heard he had an accident years ago but I didn't know any details about it just that he sometimes couldn't move his left arm. He started looking around before I tried to understand what he was doing and suddenly Jin and him made me disappear in a room.

I didn't know in which room I was but I heard some soobs and sounds like someone is kicking objects. I carefully searched the sounds, anxiety was getting the best of me but I came in and my heart stopped my breath was taken away.