stalemate 002

"KNOCK KNOCK!"

I immediately turned to look in the direction of the door and I saw Keita peeking through the door. As usual, he smiles warmly at me.

"Where's Eisuke?" He asks as he enters the room walking towards my direction.

"He left early. He said he has to pick up his cousin at the airport." I reply as I return my attention to my laptop. I see him sit on the chair beside me through my peripheral vision.

He leans closer to me. "You look so busy? What's that?"

"Ah, I'm compiling the visuals for our presentation next meeting. Wait for a bit, I'm about to finish."

"Hmm… okay."

Silence fills the room once again and the only thing that can be heard is the clicking of the keyboard from my laptop. Keita is waiting quietly beside me while playing with his phone. I took a quick glance at him and thought how nice he looks today too. After half an hour, I finished what I'm doing.

"Done?" Keita's head perks up, enthusiastically looking at me.

I inserted the flash drive on the USB slot of the laptop. "Yep. Just a sec, I'll just transfer the files then done."

He pauses for a second before he gently calls for my name. "Youjin…"

Instinctively, I turn my head to face him. "Yes?"

Instead of an answer from him, his lips suddenly crashed on my lips. I was taken aback for a very short while but I managed to calm myself and return his kiss. I feel his hand run behind my head, pulling me even closer to him, decreasing the space between us. He's kissing me with such urgency like he's been waiting long to do this, like he's been hungry for my lips. And he's still thirsty for more.

I felt something soft brushing my lips so I opened my mouth inviting him in. In that instant, his tongue roams around my mouth and suddenly my mind goes blank. I lift my arms and wrap them around his neck, pulling him closer, not letting him go. We were kissing like crazy people without a care in the world, like we're the only people living. As if we don't care if somebody sees us.

I let out a soft moan as I gasp for air, pulling away from Keita's lips. It gave me a chance to look at him. He's staring at my face with such lustful eyes, burning with desire I have no idea where came from. Without second thought, I met his lips once more and we started kissing again.

***

"ALICE IN BORDERLAND CAME OUT LAST NIGHT. Let's watch it together?" Keita asks as we walk out of the room.

A huge smile creeps on my face. "Yes! Of course!"

"Let's watch it at my place." He suggests, smiling.

I nod. "Should we go buy some snacks?"

"Sure."

We went to Keita's house and we were greeted with quietness.

"Your brother's not home?" I ask.

"Yeah. He went to work. His shift changed and he won't be back until midnight. That's why…" One corner of his mouth lifted in a smirk. "…we have the house and the TV by ourselves today."

I don't know why but my heart started beating faster. It surprises me that I still get nervous being alone with Keita. I try my best to calm myself.

You're just going to watch it together, Youjin. Be calm, okay?

I sat on the sofa as Keita went to the kitchen to prepare our foods and drinks. I've been here a few times and every time, we would watch the movie with Keita's brother but this is the first time Keita and I are alone together. It's just Keita and his older brother staying in this apartment while, he said, his parents are in the province.

We were halfway through the 2nd episode when Keita leaned on my shoulder. I catch my breath. I take a quick glance at him to find him staring intensely at the television while drinking his beer.

"Wow! That's so cool!" He says excitedly, his eyes not leaving the television screen.

"Yeah."

We stay in that position until I feel his left arm wrap around my waist, slowly entering my shirt and feeling my bare skin. The way he rubs his hand on my side is so gentle yet ticklish. Then his hand travels up to my chest, his finger brushing against my nipple. I don't know if it's intentional or not but hell, if he continues doing that I'll get hard.

I can't concentrate on the show anymore. All I can feel is his finger circling my nipple, pinching on it at the same time. Again I glance at Keita and he's still pretending to be engrossed in the movie. From being gentle, his touches became more aggressive. I can't hold back my voice anymore. My dick, stiffening underneath my pants.

"K-Keita…" I let go a soft moan. I'm trying to catch my breath.

With that, Keita turns to look at me. His eyes are full of lust. From the way I see it, at least. He stares at me for what feels like forever before his lips meet mine. The gentle Keita is gone and I am being devoured by this wild animal that can't seem to get enough.

But I can't bring myself to hate this Keita, I am actually asking for more. Kiss me more. Touch me more. Show me how far you can go. It doesn't matter if you can't tell me the reason why you're doing this. It doesn't matter to me...

Forgive me. I am a really greedy person.

***

We've been kissing for who knows how long, my lips are starting to hurt. All I know is that the episode finished long ago and I don't know when he got the chance to turn the television off. I'm now laying my back on the couch with Keita hovering on top of me. My shirt pulled up, exposing my chest.

All he does is touch my body with his hands, he never kisses other parts of my body other than my lips. And I want him to. I also came to understand that I was not allowed to touch him anywhere every time we do this. Even though I want to touch him so badly, but if I tell him that I'm scared he'll stop touching me.

Keita parts his lips from mine and stares at me with his enigmatic desire. We're both gasping for air, chest pumping heavily, and his hard thing poking against mine. I can feel him slowly moving his hips, rubbing on me with our pants in between. The sensation is too much for me… Makes me wonder how great it would feel if we do this without our clothes.

This pleasure is too painful to bear.

"Keita…" I groan, panting.

"Youjin…" He bites his lips as his rubbing becomes faster. With his eyes closed, it makes me wonder if he's imagining someone else. Could be his ex-girlfriend?

His face is beet red up to his ears, he must be feeling good. Keita slows down as he brings his face to the nook of my neck, licking on it. And then sucking on my skin, so hard we both know it'll leave a mark.

The sensation and pleasure of Keita's mouth on my neck brought shivers all over my body. He's leaving mark after mark on me.

I opened my eyes and saw us reflecting on the TV screen -- Keita on top of me, his face on my neck, our thing rubbing against each other.

'Ah, what a sight to see.'

***

WE TOOK CARE OF OURSELVES IN THE BATHROOM AFTER. I made it a habit to bring underwear since Keita has been touching and kissing me more than he used to. He can make me come just from his kisses and touches, it's impossible for me to hold back. And I know I make him come too.

I saw Keita talking on the phone when I stepped out of the bathroom.

"I know. Yeah. I'll see you." He glances at me then he quickly hangs up.

"Hmmm? Who's that?" I ask.

"Ah. My classmate from one seminar."

"I see. Do you have any plans tomorrow? Eisuke and I are hanging out tomorrow, wanna tag along?" I smile at him, pleading he'll come.

"Yeah, sorry Youjin, I have something to do tomorrow. There's this project we have to submit next week that's why I'm going to meet my groupmates."

"Oh. Are you going with Misao and the others?"

For a split-second, he averted his eyes. "Yeah. So… Next time maybe?" He flashes an apologetic smile.

"No problem. Say hi to Misao, Toshiro and Fumihiro for me."

"Sure."

I don't understand but he's acting a little weird. He seems agitated.

Chapter 2 / end