107 How can I give you something that I can’t even give to myself

•Arius

I sat in my room unable to sleep. What I did to Azalea seems more like a punishment to myself than her. I left her there but I, myself am in a state of unrest.

I took several deep breaths to calm myself down.

Other than that, there is this feeling that keeps pinching me.

I felt anxious.

Sleep wasn't coming to me and I had Macy to deal with when I get back home.

Really, I regret sleeping with her. Frankly I actually didn't sleep with her, she forced slept with me after drugging me. I can't believe I actually got drugged like that. Well you can't be immune to everything now, especially when someone uses an unknown drug on you.

Well, I hope the lab reports here come out negative.

Around 4 am I went to Azalea's room to untie her from the bed railing. I smirked seeing her fast asleep like that. I untied her and as she slipped to lie down on the bed in her sleep I sat beside her, softly removing her hair from her face.

I'm honestly lost.

I sighed.