A confession
•Azalea
It was morning before I knew it but my room was dimly lit since I only had the night lamp on and the dark curtains were still covering the windows. I had no intention of opening them or to do anything.
I didn't feel like going out so I just sat on the couch in my room and thought about how I was going to face Arius now.
I sort of confessed but I didn't give him a direct answer.
I sighed.
But I'm sure he figured out what I meant.
I shook my head.
I'll just pretend yesterday never happened. I'm going to give up on him too and I'm going to throw these feelings out!
…
God…
I hate this. I feel like I'm suffocating. Can something be worse than getting rejected?
I don't know why I was trying to hold back my tears when I was alone in the room. I wanted to let them all out. I wanted to forget.
Why did I think I could have him?
Tears slipped down my cheeks and I sniffled. My head felt heavy.