I am hearing you

"Christian I-I heard you!" I exclaimed to him.

A dark look fall over his features as he rolled to lay on his back. "You are tired that's why you must be hallucinating, A good rest will help you," He tried to lie to me.

I felt so stupid because apparently, you don't tell a girl that she is hallucinating things after she just slept with you for the first time. And here I was thinking that he might not hurt me again or at the least, try not to.

I turned on my side facing my back to him so he does not see my face.

But, The know it all, Christian understand what I am trying to do.

"Why are you facing away from me?" He asked me, I can't see what he was doing but I imagined the frown that always took over his face when I do something that he don't like.

I didn't answer, my mood was messed up and the dull ache between my legs keep questioning my decision.

He lightly pat my shoulder as he leaned to look at me, "What happened?" He asked in a demanding voice.

I shrugged my shoulder to remove his hand from my shoulder.

"Are you upset because you think I don't believe you?" He asked.

"I don't care if you believe me or not, I am saying the truth, I have heard your voice inside my fucking mind. I don't know whenever something strange happens, you started to behave strangely too! What is your goddamn problem?" I complained to him, I don't want to look weak after having myself in a so vulnerable state with him. But my voice betrayed me.

I felt the bed dipped as he got out of the bed, coming in front of me, I narrowed my eyes as he bend at my eye level. At least he had his boxers on.

" Trisha, I want you to completely forget our past, and stop getting suspicious of me. We both have asked each other for a chance, which means we will try to get along with each other, you, here, fighting over a thing like this? It won't help us in any way, you got that?" He calmly explained to me.

He had a point, but I will be damned if I obeyed him so easily. So I just turned my side.

Which received me a laugh, "Playing hard to get huh? So be it!" He said before picking me up in a bridal style.

I yelp, "You've gone mad! put me down, what are you doing!?"

He just smirked at me before getting inside the bathroom.

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Two hours later, we were cleaned, freshly bathed and changed into a nice pair of clothes. The sun had already set, indicating that it is twilight.

"Do you want to go out to eat something?" Christian asked me as he combed his hair in front of the mirror.

I was sitting on the couch admiring his back. Black clothes suit his personality, His black denim jacket and pants clung to his body like a second skin.

"Are you listening to me?" He asked, snapping me out of my dazed state.

"Huh? I am sorry what did you say?" I asked him because, of course, I had not heard him the first time.

He looked at me with a look that said 'I know you were eye-fucking me' but he didn't point it out loud.

"I was asking, would you like to go out to a restaurant or something, we can have dinner together," He asked casually.

I licked my lips, and crossed my legs on my ankles, "Oooo, Is Mr Big Bad Alpha, asking me for a dinner date?" I teased him.

He turned and walked up to me, "What if I am?" He asked sitting next to me.

I made a gesture to be lost in thoughts, "Hmm, I may accept it, but it depends on which restaurant we are talking about," I told him.

He grazed his thumb over my cheeks, "What kind of food do you like?" He asked me curiously.

"That's a tough question because I have never eaten anything other than Italian food because mostly everyone back at the academy was from Italy. But I have heard about Asian food, I genuinely want to try it only if they have Indian food restaurants in England." I told him.

He pecked my forehead, "We have Indian food in England, I have tried it myself. I loved this dish called cashew curry, my mom was born Indian. She had cooked it many times for me when I was a kid. After her death, I searched for this Indian restaurant. I will take you there," He told me in a voice that shows his emotions. For the first time ever, I got to see the emotions of the Alpha king, Christian Armstrong.

I nodded my head, "Yeah sure! I would love to go there," I agreed.

He pecked my forehead one last time before he walked out of the room telling me to get ready while he get the car ready.

I stared at the door even after he was gone.

I had let go of the earlier thought about hearing his voice in my head because I hadn't wanted to ruin the moment like this. But I heard his voice in the bathroom too, something like "Gorgeous," it was as if I was hearing his thoughts.

I am sure there's something he was hiding from me but I don't know what it is. There's something strange happening to me too, every day I feel sore and tired. With Christian's presence around me, I don't feel it but when he is gone, I feel it all over again.

I need to find out what is happening to me or between us. I can't just sit around and let someone boss me when I know that something is wrong.

Whatever it is, I will find out sooner or later. After all, I have to or god knows what I will fall head over into.