Zhao Youyue finally adjusted her mood and regained her serenity, thanks to a series of mindless, wild troublemaking that served to release most of her steam. It was as if her having a nice dream in a full night's sleep.
Even if she does not gain any ability cards this time, it truly satisfied her.
One would always need some sort of method to release the pent-up depression.
She admitted that it was because of her love towards "The Strongest King" by Rosemary was too deep. This, in turn, caused her to be deeply depressed when she was caught off guard by Rosemary when he wrote "Yu Shengfan" to death.
A reader will surely understand why she would get this depressed. It was her deep compassion which caused her to receive such a mortal blow.