How it all started.

hey my name is Jackson and you may be wondering why am starting to have a monolog in my head, well its because I've got nothing better to do while I walk home to my shabby apartment.

At most the one thing I do look forward to when I get home is the new game I bought on my Xbox, so that should be done downloading while I was at work, but now I'll just listen to nature because I left my earphone's on the bus.

Ahh world why do you do this to me first I got up late so I had rush to wash and dressed while missing breakfast and I had to chase the bus down, *squish* ah I just stepped in something I don't want to look down, but I can see it, they're laughing at me in hushed voices.

I can probably guess stepped that I stepped in dog shit this is embarrassing but not as embarrassing as when I ask my crushed out and she just started running from me, I truly believe that the world hates me for giving me such bad luck.

So, I started walking faster to get away from these people laughing at me in silence in hopes that maybe my luck won't try and destroy my life even more.

But it seems my luck will try anything for my life to be horrible, a child wanting to get home as fast as possible just like me did not care at looking down both sides of the road and because of that a truck had appeared, as though it ripped a hole in reality solely to destroy the kid.

I knew this was my chance If I could get to the kid before the truck, I can live out one of my dreams, my fantasy being reborn, remade, in a new world where I wouldn't have to deal with the problems i have in this world, I felt it *PUMP* my heart is racing solely for this moment.

*PUMP* I stomped my foot down as though I was crushing ants beneath me, I pushed forward as though my life would end at this moment I rushed forward as though I was a mad man looking for my next victim.

I took a leap but not in a way you think I dropkicked that kid out of the way he flew forward as though the child was hit with the might of Zeus and the fury of the sun, it was as if gravity for but a moment stopped existing, and time slowed down. Until in but a instant.

*CRUNCH* pain, Pain had filled me in a way I could not describe it was as though was being crush by rocks, it was a though a ghost was tearing and clawing my soul searching for a host that it could nestle in, I could feel every bit of my body scream out in a silent plea to save it, as if it was asking why we even saved that kid.

All in an instant, I had suffered for a dream I had no idea if it was real only though my hope in shattered glass did, I believe in it, and then I could hear as though I was underwater looking up while I drowned, a scream multiple of them they were screaming for me yelling to call an ambulance.

But it was far too late I looked like roadkill that was desecrated in its grave, the child that I saved would never be the same not after what happed today, I wouldn't be surprised if he has survivor's guilt from this chance moment.

And slowly my soul, my spirit lifted itself from the vessel of flesh that trapped it, I looked down looking at my body, I don't even recognizance myself I look like a failed experiment thrown down the trash heap like the rest, how I lived long enough to hear them scream to save me is a miracle itself.

Slowly I looked up to the sky and lifted myself, floating upward to the sky as though it was an instinct I did not know where I was going as I floated above the clouds above the ozone layer to space until, as though I blinked I was in a space of complete black as though the only color in this world was darkness only, the only contrast was me in my soul like form of as though I was a pastel of blue in my pure white body.

Then I looked up once again and I saw it, him, her, it was and it wasn't I couldn't tell what I was looking at, the arms of over a million worms the legs of a boneless baby flapping around, the chest of bones made by dogs and lizards and a head made of light crushing in on itself.

And then it spoke

"ਇੱਛਾ فانی"

I don't know how, I don't know what it did to me, but I could understand it and I understood my dream would come true I would be just like those novels, just like those fanfic, I would be reincarnated, and so i wished.

"A SYSTEM I WISH FOR A SYSTEM" I knew I didn't specify what kind of system but I couldn't care this could have been a once in a lifetime thing for me

"Еден इच्छा Kushoto"

I didn't realize I only 2 wishes but this would be the last one left I knew could have wished for anything but I was tired of being human to know that no matter what I do they will jeer at me, mock me, no matter what I do I didn't want to live as a human again as okay as it was I wanted to be more, And so I wished.

"I WISH TO BECOME A DIABLOS FROM THE MONSTER HUNTER UNIVERSE" when I had made that wish I realized I could have been more and I had slightly regretted it but I had made my wish

"Vaše خواہش huet Estivo Χορηγείται Amma ସ୍ପିନ୍ |"

As it spoke slowly in this tar black world a giant wheel phased in with names all over, so many names it was as if it was made for ants to read because of how small the words are. but I walked, I floated towards the wheel and with my arm made of soft light I spun the wheel.

*BLAST* Much faster than I spun it twirled like a cyclone made only for destruction and the death of many hiding from its power, and then it stopped all of a sudden and it spoke one final time.

"Fate"

And that's when I woke up once again.