ROOM 114

ABIGAIL SANDOVAL

"I was 15 yrd old when i use the site called owiems. For me at first ahm it's kinda para sa mga sosyal. Pero after months i encountered a 'Horny Boy' in that app" i said infront of mesia

She's asking what's the most regret i did in this life time.

"I met some friends there so for me it's very okay. Not until i met him, you know a teenagers has a curiosity mind"

"so what did you do?"

"I was really curious why they're starting a chat with a horny and what are they doing if you say yes?so i answered yes to him and im very gulat cause he ask for noods!" i said

"I said no i don't send noods but he keeps saying please and with a "we don't know each other" naman so why not send. But i really stick to NO not until he started sending a dck of him and i immediately delete it. "

"So he stop asking for noods?" she ask but i smiled and shook my head

"No, he really insisted it. I'm a type of a girl that can't ignore or blocks a person. After a couple of hours i got inis inis kasi he's so makulit. So i send" i said like it's wasn't important or just a boring story of mine

But i was really shaking. Inside, my brain wants me dead again whenever i remember what did i do in my teenage year.

"That was fast! u send?"

"Yeah, no shirt just bra" she's in shock to tge point that she covered her mouth

"You know the worst thing i enjoyed it! I enjoyed sending him to the point that i send without bra. He appreciates it so much, you know my parents abounded me to kuya Leo family. I want love, i want happiness and i want attention!"

"Then? don't tell me nagtagal kayo?like sending noods?"

"Yes, 1 month just the upperpart. I got attached to him kahit na i know na he just wants me because i got a nice body. He only texting me if he's horny or i got the first move "

"wtf"

"wtf yes! 2nd month he ask for a panty. So i send omyghad cause i got kilig or whatever he calls me babe! bebe! love! mahal! abi ko! " natatawang ani ko pero ramdam kong may tumutulong luha na sa mga mata ko

"I send. Panty and he replies with "hot mo palagi" then i reply "ako lang to" i was really stupid back then. Then what happen next at the same time he ask for a pussy"

"stop"

" I send too. Just the upper part but he insists he said "ung buo bebe plss" just wtf. But i send too!" i cried, i cried Infront of her!

"He ask if i can take a picture me na nakatuwad like that?i send! i send a vid of him of myself rubbing!"

"I want to kill myself! i want to forget everything ive done!"

"omayghad im sorry you had-"

"No, but you know i realized it's my fault! It's my desicion to send!"

"No! you got manipulated!"

"i just want to be appreciated" i said and hug myself

I'm not alone, I'm not alone, sab is just in the other room. I can handle it, I'm pretty. Im clean super clean. No one touched me before.

She stand up and run to me. She hug me like we're close that she understands what i fell right now

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"Let's forget everything" she said while putting the foods infront of me.

It's my second day here in room 114. She said i stay here because the interview wasn't done yet.

"Hmm, thank you. You can ask me while I'm eating. Did you eat naba?"

"Yeah earlier. What's your dream?"

"Dream?ah hahaha i just want to be happy" i said while smiling

"are you happy rn?"

"huh?"

"are you happy with BS?" she asked and i smiled when i remember the memories in the HQ

"Yes, I'm very happy. Super happy actually, Sabrina always reminding me that I'm not alone."

"That's good. Anyway do you know who's your third leader?"

"third?abram?"

"why abram?"

"Ah, cause it's common sense. They're the big three of the gang"

"what about sabrina?is she the first member?"

"no, im the first member of bs"

"what about sab?" i ask myself too sometimes

What's with sab and the big three?

"idk, but i think she got a role in the gang"

"second mem?"

"No, Oh i remember sab saying that she's not yet confirmed mem when i got in"

"So second mem?"

"No, she's not just sure about the gang but she's in already"

"Huh?magulo abi"

"yeah right" i said and just continue eating

I can do everything i can. I just need BS beside me. I can get energy to them.