"No one has ever been so kind to me, you're the first... that's why... I was scared back then."
"It was my first time encountering something like this, I really didn't know what to do. I could only tell myself that even if one day you leave me, you're so handsome that I wouldn't be losing out."
"It's not that I don't trust you, it's that I don't trust myself…"
Chen Enci's eyes grew moist, not wanting Qin Jie to see, she buried her face in the pillow. Her muffled voice, nasally and almost whining, induced a sense of heartache, "I'm such a coward. I lack courage. I'm just a scaredy-cat."
Qin Jie's heart throbbed with deep pain. He didn't interrupt his girlfriend; he merely watched her quietly in the video as she laid bare her heart in front of him, piece by piece.
"I really despise those two. If Chen Qingyun had been kinder to me, even a little bit, if my mother hadn't lied to me and taken me away the next day, I wouldn't have ended up like this."