The Pain we Shared

Marley returns but he couldn't find Sharon. He looked for her everywhere. He asked the servants. They stayed silent because they feared Asher. He yelled "where is she? If you hide anything or lie I will not show any mercy" Because he was scared that his mom would have found out about his feelings. But when they tell him what happened. Rug swept out of under his feet. He felt like earth was collapsing. His eyes became teary and he runs toward the room servants told him. He opens the door but no one was there. He came out and yells while wailing "where is she? … Where is she?"

A servant "We reported it to your mom. She said to send her back."

Marley wiping his tears "where is her home? Take me there I will never tell mom "

Servants hesitated. He yelled" quickly".

One of the servant leads the way. It took them almost two hours to reach her house. But as soon as he got out of car he heard voices of crying and wailing loudly. He quickly intered into to muddy walls and see something covered in big clothe which was covered in blood. He tried to uncover it but the people around it held him and told him not to do so . But he pushed them away and slowly took cover off the body. He saw hand. There was the ring he gave to Sharon. But the other body parts were cut off. He scream and fall down on his back and stars crying loudly. No … Why?... No " what he wanted to say couldn't be understood. He stands up after a while and see the maid uniform she was wearing. A female told him that Sharon suicided by running into rail . Blood is still dripping from Sharon body parts. Then servants quickly grabbed him and draged him out of there on his mother order. He resisted them and he was still crying loudly. He regretted that he left her behind alone. He regretted not confessing to her . He regretted everything at the moment. That was the start of bad fate of Sharon. Sharon is bound to born and do suicide when she is eighteen years old.

Marley left home after experiencing such a trauma. He started living on his own. He graduated and became a Teacher. He had been teaching since then.

In 1958 he was 37 years old. He was single. He was still fighting with his depression and was trying to overcome his trauma . He was not seemed to get out of his sadness. He often went for mountain hiking. To calm his inner self he needed an environment that can clear his head.

In the same year,he got transferred to a coeducational school. Coeducational schools were not so common at the time. He intered the classroom and introduced himself. A girl intered class while he was talking. He looked toward her and says "you are lat...…". He kept staring at her . His eyes became teary. She looked identical to Sharon. Everyone was watching him looking at her for long time. He then reminded himself that Sharon died a long time ago. She must be just a look alike. Her name was Elara. She would come every day walking from her village that's why she was always late . He tried to ignore her ,But as time passed by he got more attentive toward her . He kept following her secretly where she was coming from and where she was going. He would keep watching her in the class to the extent that class started to gossip that Teacher likes Elara. She is already eighteen years old. He didn't thought much but just found peace at a single glimpse of her. He would follow her from afar behind her and would keep walking until she gets home. Sometimes he wished that it was Sharon. Elara to some extent knew about that. But as she was busy solving her own problems, she just ignored him and thought he was just a pervert. But she never felt danger from him as his deep sad eyes were not of a person who would harm her.