APR | grief

I was told that there were five stages

The various stages of grief

denial

anger

bargaining

depression

acceptance

but how is it that I am still very angry

yet

accepting

seen through growth

are you trying to say that I am still grieving?

that I am far from acceptance?

but

if I have accepted

you

as an individual

then isn't that the grieving?

I mean anger and acceptance were the only two stages

that I had been through

honestly

maybe I never grieved over you

what if I had never even loved you?

- shocking