Chapter 18

"I don't like you, and I want you to go far from my life. Is that clear, Dirgan?" Alysa said loudly.

Dirgan who heard the girl's words was silent for a very long time, the atmosphere in the room was instantly quiet. The man began to approach Alysa then he kneeled down.

"If you don't like me, why did your attitude yesterday seem to show you have feelings for me, Sa?"

The girl clearly answered that what she had done the previous day was nothing more than a favor. Knowing this, Dirgan stood in front of the girl again.

"If it's just a return of the favor, it can't be that far Sa." Says the director for sure.

"Then what do you hope for? I like you? Do you not realize that all this time I have always answered that I don't know about my feelings for my brother, it means that I don't have the slightest feeling and you should be aware of that," now Alysa turned her back to Dirgan.

"One more thing, all the things I did to my brother, it was my return for being kind to me several times,"

The man still couldn't believe it even though now he was already feeling annoyed with the girl in front of him.

Dirgan tried to hug Alysa from behind and whispered for Alysa to just tell the truth, because the man was sure that what came out of the girl's mouth was all a lie. Alysa let go of the hug and went to stand by the window.

"You know where the exit from this house is, right?"

Dirgan really couldn't believe the girl would do something like this to him. This is too much for this man. Alysa knows very well that her words are very painful for Dirgan.

But this is the best path the girl has to take considering that her best friend loves her, the girl also feels the same pain when she says hurtful things to the boy she already likes. But indeed this is the fate they have to live, because not all love is without wounds.

Since then maybe the dirgan hates Alysa, the girl can only hug herself to keep herself strong.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want my friend to be hurt but it ends up hurting my brother. I hope you don't hate me," Alysa mumbled while sobbing.

Seeing her daughter crying, Mama Alena approached her, Alysa immediately hugged her Mama, making her a support for herself. The girl cried freely in her mother's arms.

When the crying started to subside, Mama Alena started asking what happened to her daughter. Alysa told what happened recently about herself, Dirgan and Karin. Mama Alena tried to calm her daughter down.

"This according to Mama, what Alysa did to Dirgan to lie to Alysa's feelings was wrong, very wrong because Dirgan would be disappointed. Mama once told you that a man like Dirgan should not be wasted. Okay, maybe now you think Karin is afraid of him. disappointed, but have you ever tried to be honest with Karin if you also like Dirgan so you know Karin will do the same for you or not. Alysa, sometimes we also need to love ourselves, that feeling can't be forced. Now you I'm trying to get closer to Karin and Dirgan, but do you think about the future if Karin finds out that Dirgan likes you because Dirgan rejected Karin? That will hurt your best friend's heart more," Mama Alena began to stare at her daughter.

"It's better that you don't help them get close than later Dirgan will openly like you to Karin. You will be called a hypocrite, dear."

What Mama Alena said is true, no matter how hard we try to make other people, if only because we have to, it will be destroyed in the end.

This slightly made Alysa think back to what she was doing, but still, the girl was a human who had an intemperate nature which if that trait was excessive, it would self-destruct.

After yesterday's vacation event, now Alysa is spending her semester break at home watching Korean dramas that have piled up on her laptop, everyday activities that she will do apart from eating, sleeping and bathing.

Alysa herself deliberately didn't activate whatsapp because she really wanted to be alone, saw a movie that suited her, she cried profusely. Very much the same story. The sadness was dismissed because there was an incoming call from Karin.

"Sa, where have you been, WhatsApp is not active, I want to ask for your help. I want to have dinner with Dirgan. Can you help, right?"

"Duh Rin, if that's the case, you'd better ask Raka for help,"

Karin whined when Alysa refused her request, Alysa was forced to say yes and would arrange for the two of them to have dinner even though it was hard for the girl. And finally he activated his whatsapp again.

Alyssa :

See you at 7 pm at Café Senja bus?

Alyssa :

Please, I insist. There's something I want to say.

Two blue ticks.

The message that the girl sent was only read by Dirgan.

On the other hand, the dirgan who received a message from Alysa suddenly smiled happily after days showing a lazy face.

Dirgan deliberately did not reply to the message sent by the girl so that Alysa would feel even more sorry for what happened the other day. The man immediately went to take a shower and would get ready to meet Alysa because it was 5 pm.

Alyssa :

Rin, the place for you to have dinner at the dusk cafe. I've booked a menu and a place for a couple. Good luck!!!!

After sending a message to Karin, the girl got ready to go for a walk to buy spicy food. Maybe it could be called Me Time. The girl decided not to bring a motorbike and prefer to use an online taxi.

Now he is in a special place to eat a spicy menu. The girl ordered some food, namely Ramen Red, Mie Setan, and Chicken Fire.

All of the above menus are foods with the highest spicy level. Don't forget the girl also ordered warm milk as a spicy reliever.

The menu that Alysa ordered was already on her table, she ate the Mie Setan first and there was nothing left. Continue by eating Ramen Red and the food was finished the girl ate.

Now the girl really felt spicy and almost gave up, but the girl continued to eat the third menu, which was the Fire Chicken.

But when the girl was about to eat it a man stopped the girl, the man was the one who helped her when it rained, still in the same suit and wearing a mask.

"You're already spicier, don't force it anymore," said the man with the initials R.

"You're Raka aren't you?" The man shook his head.

"I'm not Raka." Answered the man and left Alysa.

Alysa tried to catch up with the man but he had already left using his motorbike.

The girl forgot that she was eating and had not paid for her food which made a waiter follow her. Alysa immediately went to the cashier and paid for the menu she ordered earlier.

Alysa saw that it was still 7 pm she remembered that Dirgan and Karin were going to have a mini dinner, the café was not too far from where Alysa was at that time. The girl went to the dusk cafe to make sure that the dinner would go smoothly.