Side Story: My Past Life?

Foreword: ok so I'm writing this chapter as an apology for not putting anything, if anyone actually reads this story I hope your enjoying it without delaying anymore lets start this chapter if yall would like more side stories about different characters just tell me I'd love to give some insight into characters.

I opened my eyes again for the millionth time

"Why do I have to get up" I said " I mean everyday is on repeat I wake up go to work come home eat be sad and got to sleep, man life sucks, if I was in a novel I bet I'd be a side character, i have no fulfilment in life anymore" and so I stood up in my tiny apartment i went to the wardrobe and got dressed into my blue three piece suit like I did every day, I ate breakfast some cheap cereal from the local store, left my apartment and got into my crappy car drove to work passing by many crappy places and people, saw the nicer side of town as well as the slums and all this time all i could think was "why, why has our world gotten like this, I wish I had like magic or something or just a better life" I arrived at work, I was a tailor, I got into this industry cos I enjoyed it, made my own company 10 years ago I'm just barely keeping a float now, I had so many choices why did I do this I don't even find enjoyment or satisfaction anymore.

I opened up got a few customers not a busy day just like every other day, measured them and got to work on their suits all while hating myself for doing this, recently I had felt nothing, no happiness, no sadness, no anger or joy just empty, I had no motivation even to do the things I love or be with the people I loved, hell I bet they forgot about me moving into a big city because of some stupid half-baked dream, I closed up, started driving home, on my way home I took a path I hadn't taken before which took me high up I just wanted some extra time out and that's when a thought popped into my head and then I did it, I drove off the edge, time slowed down, adrenaline spiked, I questioned why I doomed my self why I did this for the first time in a long time I felt something, fear, and as i came crashing down I remembered what I had thought earlier "if only I had magic" I said then I crashed I felt a momentary pain then I closed my eyes for the last time and...

I opened my eyes again for the first time