Why do I feel like I'm getting hit on?

"I don't think we should go" I said dejectedly

My friends and I are currently sitting in the hostel hallway discussing whether or not I would be going to the party.

I really wasn't in the mood to go to a party. All I wanted to do was sit down home, jog my memory and bring out his image.

"And why is that?" Mia asked with a straight face

"Well, I have a lot of assignments to do and also a lot of other stuffs to catch up with" I lied with a straight face

"Really?" Ryan said I felt my blood boil and I wondered why they couldn't just leave me alone. Not that I don't know why though,

"Just please go without me hmm?" I pleaded

"Your face looks scary, please take that expression off" Natie said disgustingly and I glared at her while others smiled

"And since it's your personal problem you deal with it, we really can't miss that party all because of your schedule" Mia said and I felt like ripping her in two

"Also, I need to get laid tonight" she finished with a smirk

"Really, who doesn't need it" Ryan said and I rolled my eyes

"That's why I'm saying you guys can go without me, I'm giving you the permission" I said taking a bit out of my ham burger

"Really, and show up there incomplete? Stop being a baby and cancel your schedule stupid" Natie said whining

"And I said I have stuffs to do that are more important than a party"

"And us?" Mia said

"I don't give a fuck okay!" I deadpanned

"You are already getting on my nerves girl" Ryan said and I looked at her like she got two heads

"Well you are doing no less" I said sarcastically

"How about we cast a vote" Mia said

"That's dumb, you know you guys are going to win" I said fustrated

"Well I'm happy you know" Ryan said with a smirk that I desperately wanted to slap off her face

"And since majority carried this vote, you are automatically cancelling whatever you want to do and bring your butt to the party" Natie said finalized and I grunted

*****

"Since I'm here now I'd like to say that I'm getting drunk tonight" I said grumpily not liking the fact that I have to be here when I should be at home finding my lost memory

"Well, being 10 minute late isn't making me angry enough for you right?"

"What the heck Mia, it was just 10 minutes bitch, it's not like I didn't come at all"

"So you were planning on ditching before right?" she replied genuinely angry

"Maybe, maybe not" I said knowingly teasing her.

If I'm here without me making the decision, then I'm going to make them regret it.

"Really Oli, really" she said and I grinned walking away while swaying my ass to the beat and looking back to give blow a kiss once a while before I disappeared into crowd.

I ignored looking for Jacob completely, since I'm not here for him. I felt like if he needed me he would look for me and if he's lucky enough, he might find me.

I went to the bar and ordered three shots of vodka aiming to get drunk as soon as possible, and three shots is just enough to get me tipsy but not drunk.

It takes a lot to get me drunk and I took a lot. I was taking a lot and I don't even know why, I just wanted to feel drunk, free enough to have a random sex and not care about it.

With my drink in hand, I went to the dance floor and started swaying my hips to the rhythm.

Many guys made their advances and I grind myself on them as they came, kissed the one's I felt like kissing and rubbed the ones I felt like rubbing.

I enjoyed their moans and the way they reacted to my touch but I didn't feel like having sex with anyone of them since there is only one thing in my mind.

Grey eyes: captivating, transparent and mesmerizing grey eyes.

Natie came to join me and she was quite successful in getting my mind off the eyes robbing my mind.

I could see that she was as drunk as I was since we were both giggling like idiots that we currently are.

"I just finished fucking Jake" she told me over the music

"Really, was it fun?" I asked giggling

"Yeah, it was so good, and I told him he would be dead by tomorrow because he shouldn't have cheated on you with me" she said smiling and dancing

"Well, good of you for giving him the heads up" I said smirking at her

"Are you angry?"she asked pouting

"Well, I know if you knew it would make me angry you wouldn't do it"

"Well, guessed I was right then, I almost thought I was making drunken decisions" she said giggling like crazy

"Silly horny girl, let's go get drunk" I said dragging her off the dance floor to the bar where we got our cups filled more and more times till I felt like I couldn't think straight, by now Natie had already wandered off looking for some other nice catch.

Well she was right one bit, I would surely kill Jacob tomorrow.

I do have a rule and it's that I may cheat on you, but do not cheat on me with someone I know, especially not my friends.

After another drink and another dance with a stanger, a figure specifically caught my eyes.

He looked hunched and covered by the darkness of his current location, and he looks like he was masturbating.

Who the fuck masturbates where there are many bitches here to take to bed.

After downing my cup, I staggered over to him.

"Hey masturbator" I said as soon as I moved closer to him.

"Excuse me?" he replied looking up and even though a shadow was casted over his face, I could make out his figure well.

'Oh he wasn't actually masturbating; he looked like he was actually' I thought giggling,

"Well, I thought you were masturbating" I slurred

"Well, I'm not and you look definitely drunk" he said and I could make out a smile on his face, or is it a smirk?

"It's not so hard to tell you are drunk too" I said taking in his redding cheeks

"Aren't you right?" he questioned with a smirk

"I know I am" I said and after a long and comfortable silence I noticed he looked familiar, like I have seen him before but since my brain is a little jumbled I couldn't make out where.

"You go to school here right?" I asked trying to make out where I saw him.

"Yeah, why did you ask?" he replied with an expression that I couldn't wrap my head around

"You look too familiar," I said in deep thoughts "your eyes, they remind me of someone and I'm probably too drunk to remember who" I said and he smiled as if he knew exactly what I'm talking about.

"Well, I was told I have unique eyes so if you have seen me before, you would surely remember me" he replied with a smile

"Was that meant to flatter you?" I asked curiously

"Allow me the honor" he said with a huge smile.

"You look sad" I blurted.

He really does look sad, like he is hurt by something emotionally and I've been meaning to ask him but my thoughts could stay in a place.

"Well I am sad" he said all his smile gone and I really wanted to return the smile back to where it was.

"And why is that?" I asked desperately wanting to know why

"And why should I tell you?" now that was unexpected

"Because I asked" I said as if I just stated the obvious

"And that wasn't a question, it was a statement so why are you sad" I finished folding my arms on my chest

"You look like the type that gets everything she wants, like the bad bitch type" he said with a small smile

"Well, I am, so stop changing topic and go straight to the damn point" I said getting slightly annoyed and he smiled and looked at me like I am some cute adorable kid which made me blush a little

"I think I am going to decline your request Miss" he said and I furrowed my eyebrows together in confusion

"You wouldn't want to do that, it is very dangerous" I said with an expression I would like to guess looks deadly.

"Do I sense a threat?" he said looking confused

"Nah, it's a promise" I said and he just smiled

"My girlfriend is cheating on me" he said and I kept quite

"I am telling you this because a part of me wants to open up to you" he said and I nodded like I had gone dumb

"I caught her twice already, and it fucking hurt like a bitch all the time" he said like he was currently in pain and I felt like killing someone.

"Did you confront her?" I asked and he shakes his head in denial

"Is it with the same guy or different guys?" I asked starting to know what level of a bitch the girlfriend is

"The same guy" he said and I could hear the hurt evident in his voice

'Grade two bitch' I thought

"Are you on the edge of crying" I said and he looked at me like I'm weird

"Nope, is that even in line with your therapy?" he questioned

"And who said we are in a therapy session" I replied with the what the fuck tone

"Well, no one"

"You know what I would say to you?" he shakes his head in denial

"Well let me get to the point then. Guy, it's no use being hurt by someone who takes pleasure from someone else, why hurt yourself when you can always get pleasure from someone else, to me it's very stupid and the rule is very simple 'cheat on those who cheat on you', you can't tell me that's too hard to do?" I questioned

"Why do I feel like you want to get me in bed?" he said smirking

"And why do I feel like this is the most lame flirting I have ever witnessed" I said moving closer to him

"Well, is it?" he replied as I got closer to him

"Why do I feel like I want you to touch me?" I said and that was the truth.

I wanted him all over me, and the way his eyes keep staring at me doesn't help at all.

"Why do I feel like I am getting hit on?" he said smirking before dragging me into his laps.

"Because you are and your eye is really betraying you" I said moving closer until we are breaths away and I'm feeling nothing close to comfort anymore.

All I wanted to do is to get exactly what he has to offer, I wanted all of him and with the way his hands cupped my face and the way he keeps staring at me intently, I know he wants the same.

"Are they?" he said, his voice now an octave deeper sounding more like a whisper, a caress over my lips

"You question me a lot more than I tolerate you know?" and as he was about to reply when I placed my middle finger on his lips

"Do not tell me 'Do I?'" I said mimicking his tone while he smiled before slamming his lips on mine.

He started kissing me, not so softly and not too harsh.

And that just literarily made it worse. All I wanted to do was to rip his shirt off, feel his muscles and make him fuck the living daylights out of me.

"I want to feel you" I said into the kiss

"Well babe, I'm not the one for open sex" he said between kisses already wanting to latch onto one of my boobs.

"Well then let's find a room" I said getting up and dragging him along with me

"Hope you are not too drunk to have sex" he said as we made our way up the stairs

"What does that even mean, who ask that question this century" I said turing back so he could see my face which was screaming 'What the fuck'

"I do" he said with a smirk which I mirrored

"Well aren't you a turn on" I replied sarcastically before continuing our hunt for a room.

I pulled him through the corridor until we found an empty room after many attempt, and with immediate effect, I began unbuttoning his shirt, ready to take what he has to give.