14 My love for you is strong

Still sitting in silence Rob's spoke up

"Don't worry my dear Sophie I already have permission they will even drop me off"

I smiled so elated that even though my parents were harsh Christians, his Foster parents loved him just as much as mine loved me and wanted what was best for both of us. Even if my parents saw this is a sin I didn't care I wanted Rob by my side through thick and thin.

"Yes" I cried "I want you with me always."

I knew we were young and people would look at us as if we didn't know if we would be together in 2 years, 2 months, 2 weeks even but I was sure I was so sure that he was my life from now until forever.

25 minutes later Sharon pulled up to my sister's front door and Rob hopped out of the car. Sharon hunger head out the window and called out to Rob "No monkey business without protection" I giggled "No monkey business at all at the moment I'm too sore" Sharon laughed "Be good and be safe" then she drove away.

All we did all night was held each other and it was so perfect, so peaceful, so loving I don't think I will ever miss not being with Rob.

The next morning was a crazy scramble my parents were on their way to get me even though I told them I take the bus. I think they knew something was up. When they arrived at Jodie's Rob had just rolled out of bed I was totally freaking out. What would they think happened? Would they think that Jodie was allowing us to have sex? or would they trust me that we just spent the night in each other's arms. Well we were about to find out.

Mum marched into the lounge "What's Rob doing here"

I blushed "He's here for me" I quietly said

"What do you mean he's here for you?" she yelled

I looked up and I yelled back "Well you guys aren't here for me so he was" I instantly regretted saying it but they had been fighting so much I felt alone I couldn't talk to them.

Rob put his arms around me and whispered in my ear " I'm here for you, my love is strong you don't have to worry"

Mum saw this and started to freak out again I just looked at her.

I told her to get a grip her and Dad have been fighting so much about my pregnancy that I didn't know who to turn to. Rob was my saviour he held my hand didn't force me into any decision let me decide what I wanted for me, not for the baby that was inside me, not for God, not for my family but for me. Then I told them I've had an abortion I didn't want to bring a baby into this world under those circumstances I want my baby to have a mum and a dad and love beyond anything.

I was crying by this point saying that I didn't want a baby that was practically r*pe bought into this world. Even though I didn't stop my ex-boyfriend from having sex with me that's not what I entirely wanted he just had made it so I couldn't say no.