Falling in love

She takes her hand off my cheek away slowly as she smiles. "You wont get away this easy" i say as i grab her again and hold her tight. I'm not letting her get away from me that easy. I feel a big rush of adrenaline. I never felt like this before, i feel like this girl will be mine. "You re mine and no one else can have you" i say while looking at her with a serious face. I immediately change my tone "oh sorry...I was joking" when I realized what I just said. 

She starts laughing...thinking I'm joking. 

I smile and don't let go. I'm not letting her go, i wont be alone again, she's mine, my girl. I hug her as she tries to get free. Her soft body is now touching mine. "I missed having a person to talk to, to smile with, to walk to class with" i say while hugging her tightly. "I'm not letting you go, i don't wanna be alone" 

I keep hugging her, i don't want this to end. This is the best thing that has ever happened to me. "Don't ever leave me, ill die without you" i say with a smile. She tries to laugh it off but she feels the pressure from my hug. "Ok ok, ill stay, you can release me now..." she says in a nervous yet funny way. 

My heart is pounding. I don't know what happened to me, i felt something I've never felt. I feel like i know what's love, the feeling of having a person by your side forever and for always. The blonde looks at me as i let go of her. I can tell we both feel something between us. We look at each other with the biggest eyes ever. "I don't wanna be alone, please stay with me" i say with the biggest puppy eyes ever, looking at her in desperation. 

I finally let her go as we both start walking to class. I look at her with the biggest smile in my life. She looks at me and rolls her eyes with a annoyed face. I see that she still blushing so that's a good sign. "You look like a cute tomato right now" i say to her as we get to class. She tries to get in the classroom but i block the door with my body. 

I quickly rush to her side and grab her arm, so that she wont escape me . I stand in front of her and look down on her while smiling. 

She raises her eyebrow and says "Hmmm?!" 

"So, you were leaving without saying bye to me? " 

I say somehow annoyed. "Can i have your phone number? " i ask her in a serious tone and stare her directly in her eyes. She stars laughing . 

I laugh alongside her "Hey, i am serious. I don't wanna lose you or your number. So, if you don't wanna give it , atleast let me give you mine. " i say while reaching for my pocket and then i take out a piece of paper, then i write down the number on it and hand it to her. 

She smirks at me and takes the paper "Alright, bye bye". As soon as she says this, i lean into her and steal a little kiss on her cheek. "Bye". I whisper into her ear and walk away. My heart starts racing and i feel like my legs are made of jelly, i can barely walk straight. 

The thought of me stealing a kiss on her cheek gives me a rush of adrenaline. I feel like i can even conquer the world right now. It was the first time i kissed a girl, it was exciting!. 

I start looking for a opportunity in order to kiss her once again. 

In class i think of this a lot, but then out of the blue Suky asks me "What are you thinking about? " 

"Oh, umm.. i am thinking about kissing a girl. " I answer him honestly , but he raises his eyebrow. "Dude, you are 17 years old and you still haven't kissed a girl at your age? " he says with a annoying tone. "Shut up, Suky. That's not important right now. " i answer and turn around in my chair and start looking at the window. 

"Why are you so embarrassed about kissing a girl? " he starts asking all kinds of questions , which annoy me. "Its my personal life, Suky. Stop asking me all these things. ". Then i look at him with a annoyed look , while crossing my arms. 

"Okay, okay i get it. I wont ask anymore. " he responds, while putting his feet on the desk. 

I don't know what to say anymore, i already regret telling him about my private life. I can feel him judging me from behind. He thinks i am a loser i guess. 

I just look outside the window as my mind wonders to other things. 

 Even if other guys make fun of me , i know that i am not a loser. 

I would rather not kiss anyone in my life , then to live a fake life chasing after the bitches in my school. 

As for the blond one, she s just different. 

She doesn't care about looks or popularity, she also doesn't judge me or anyone. 

The way she looks at me and talks to me, it makes my legs wobble. 

She was the first girl that i felt comfortable around. She never judged me, no matter what i told her , she always listened to me with all her attention. 

It felt so natural to talk with her. 

I also shared a lot of my problems with her. Not only is she beautiful, i just love her personality. Everything about her makes me fall for her even more. 

I am in love with her and i already made my first move, so next i got to figure out a way to ask her out on a date. But if she says no , i would probably be hurt a lot. But if i don't ask her , i would be even more hurt cause i would miss the opportunity to spend time with her outside the school. I know we met today but still.. 

I decide, i am going to ask her out on a date right now. I need to be confident, but deep inside, i am scared to death. 

My heart races and i have to take a deep breath to calm myself a little. 

I start walking to her direction while my eyes are fixed on her. As we walk towards each other , i try to act cool and i am thinking of some cool things to say. 

I am just getting more and more nervous.. 

But i am scared nonetheless. 

My legs shake more while my arms are getting tensed. 

My heart is racing and i start breathing faster. 

My mind is filled with negative thoughts , like: "What if i creep her out?" , " what if she rejects me?" and many more thoughts that make me even more nervous.. 

As I walk through the school hall, I see Diego with the blonde... I notice his hand around her shoulder and i immediately start getting annoyed. 

I get even more nervous and i try not to start acting like an idiot. I stare at them for a second and i am trying to play it cool. 

But in reality i am already thinking of beating the crap out of Diego. What is this guy thinking?!