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My lost of Humanity

My name is Shoto Todoroki, I'm a student at UA, my bestfriend and crush is Izuku Midoriya, he doesn't know obviously. My father is the number 2 hero, but in the shaddows he works as the number one Vampire Hunter. He's been training me and Katsuki Bakugo since we we're kids to kill those monsters, everyone one of them are monsters... All of them. What happens when Izuku goes missing, will Katsuki and Shoto find their love before it's too late? Warning Smut... Lots of it Violence, gore and blood Self harm and suicide attemps/mentions Mpreg Vampires Soft Bakugo Todoroki x Deku Bakugo x Deku Dabi x Deku Gay love All Characters are 18+ and are in their 3rd year at UA, quirks are the same. I don't own the characters, just the story!

MissSepticat · Anime & Comics
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12 Chs

Part 10: Not what I wanted

Sathurday | 6 pm

Todoroki's POV

My eyes grew wide, I was imagining it right!? I glance at Katsuki who looks at me terrified, we both walk towards the kitchen, I pull my flashlight out and shine it in the room. Laying on the floor weak and pale was Izuku... He looked at our feets, not daring to look up, how was he still alive!?

"Deku! Omg what the fuck!? Are you okay!? What happened!?" Katsuki says running up to him.

"STAY BACK! DON'T COME NEAR ME!" He screams terrified.

"W-what? But Deku... We thought you we're dead! What the fuck happened!?" He says slightly frustrated.

"YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!? THIS! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED!" He yells pointing his vampire canines.

We took some steps back, by reflect, Kirishima pointed his gun at Izuku, making us gulp.

"Please... It hurts so much... Just kill me before I taste blood..." He says crying.

Wait, not only had he not drank blood, but he still felt emotions!? I saw Kirishima tear up as he cranked his pistol, I quickly pushed it out of the way as he shot, making the bullet miss Izuku.

"WHAT THE FUCK SHITTY HAIR!? IT'S FUCKING DEKU! DON'T SHOOT HIM!" Katsuki yells as Kirishima growls.

"No it isn't! Vampires don't keep their humanity! It's impossible! This can't be him! Not anymore..." He says as the tears fall down.

"Please I beg you... I don't wanna become a monster..." Izuku begs as we all looked at him.

He was already close to death, his skin was so pale it almost looked pure white. I sigh and walk slowly to him, he looks at me terrified and backs up against the counter.

"S-Shochan no! I'll hurt you! Please I stayed away from people for so long... I never drank blood just kill me!" He says as I latch onto him.

My tears flooded freely as I held him tightly, he was there, he was fucking cold but I didn't give a damn. I felt him hug me back before pushing me away.

"N-no!" He said as I saw his green eyes turn red.

"Deku! Fight it!" Katsuki says as Izuku cried.

He grabbed my gun weakly and slowly placed it on his head looking at me.

"Shoot... Please..." He says softly.

"No. I can't do that..." I say as I cup his cheek and lower my gun.

I pulled him slowly towards me, tilting my head as our lips collided, he felt cold, but somehow his lips brought me warmth. I felt whole again, I felt like my life could start going forward again. He sighs and pulls me closer as I slip my tongue in his mouth, it was pleasant until he bit my tongue. He pulled away hiding his mouth crying.

"IM SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO!" He said as I sighed.

This was going to be troublesome, we aren't aloud to let a vampire live, but there's no way I can kill him, Katsuki definitely won't, and Kirishima can't now that we know his humanity is still there.

"It's fine... You didn't bite hard enough to make me bleed... Did you like... eat any blood at all since you turned?" I gently asked as he shaked his head still covering his mouth and nose.

"I'm scared I'll hurt you... All of you... You need to kill me right... Your all vampire hunters... I was told by those vampires earlier that some hunters we're coming to kill them. When I tried to keep them here for you guys... they beat me up..." He said as I smiled.

"Still being a hero huh?" Kirishima says as Izuku smiled.

He quickly covered it, knowing his teeth showed.

"I can't kill him man... He's the same Midoriya we had... He's not a monster..." Kirishima says as he sheets his pistol.

"B-but isn't that against your rules or something!?" Izuku says as I pet his head.

"We've been suffering your death all week, I'm not losing you again." I say as Katsuki nods in approvement.

"So what really happened that day?" Katsuki asked as Izuku looked down.

Friday last week | 9h20 am

Midoriya's POV

Oh god I'm going to be late for class! I trained way too much! I quickly exit the central gym when I spot Dabi at the end of the sidewalk I was walking on, this isn't good, maybe I can go around and counter him there. I quickly turn around and run in an alley, it sounded smart when I thought about it... But when I made it at the end of the alley, Shigaraki and Kurogiri we're with him. I definitely can't take them all on at once... I quickly send a Detroit smash at them, they all fall back as I run towards Kurogiri, if I can knock him out then they can't flee! However...

"You bitch!" Shigaraki yells as he catches me mid air and sends me flying into a wall.

The force makes the wall bend inwards as I cough blood, what kind of strength is that!? I look up to see him smiling, long canines and red eyes showing, my eyes grew wide as I heard my dads words ring in my head.

"Theses damn monsters are getting stronger ever day, their strength is so inhuman..."

My dad wasn't schizophrenic! He was dealing... with vampires... I gulp before getting out of the wall, this is bad. I tried to think of a way to run away when a bloody arm was shoved at my mouth, gross blood filled my mouth as I choked and forcefull swallowed it. He removed his arm as I coughed for air, Dabi was smiling at me devilishly before he kissed me, I growled and bit his lip hard.

"Ah fuck!" He says as I smiled.

"Fucking brat." Shigaraki says as I growl at him too.

"Let's use him to bring out the hero's before we turn him." Kurogiri says as my eyes grew wide.

I desperately struggled, trying my best to get free of Dabi's grasp, he strongly held me as we walk to the busy road. Shigaraki makes nomu's apear as I try to fight back, heroes quickly kill them and notice my situation. Dabi suddenly chuckles and tears my shirt off as he licks my neck, this is bad!

"Listen hero's! This is one of your fledglings, every 10 minutes or steps forward you take, we will lower his blood count, unless you get us allmight, this kid will die!" Shigaraki yells all happy.

Best jeanist recognize me immediately and tries to use my clothes to protect me, his movement got noticed and suddenly Dabi bit my neck violently. My entire body screamed in pain, I yell my lungs out as I felt my blood get sucked out. Best jeanist backs up his hands in the hair, making Dabi stop, they chuckled as blood ran down my neck. It hurts, it hurts alot, I don't know why, but I can't activate my quirk anymore... Probably the side effects of Dabi's blood in my body, I need to flee, or at least protect the heroes. This lasted for a long time, I don't even know anymore, he kept biting me again and again and again. My neck was on fire, my head was heavy, everything was swirling and blurry as I felt sleepy, I was nearing emptiness... I suddenly recognized a familiar face, no, don't look... Please don't look Mr Aizawa! Suddenly, Dabi's fangs pierce me again, I scream louder as the pain gets unbearable, my breath hitched as he threw me on the ground violently, I felt my breath slow down so much that I was barely even breathing anymore.

"Oh ho ho... Seems our precious hostage ran dry... And Dabi really liked his new toy. Oh well, guess the hero's failed their mission!" Shigaraki said as he ran away.

"EVERYONE IN PURSUIT!" Aizawa screamed as he looked at me sadly before they all ran away.

My heart slowly lowered in speed, this is it huh, damnit... Why... What did I do for this? I was finally finding some sort of happiness again.

"Shochan... Kacchan... s-save me..." I manage to wisper.

I closed my eyes as my heart stopped, no one could save me like this. I felt cold, alone, in the endless abyss of darkness that I had fell into. I felt bad for Kacchan and Shochan, they we're going to be sad.

I'm sorry, please move on without me... be happy even without me by your side.

Suddenly I feel my body again, I sit up, I open my eyes confused, did I not die? I look at my bloody chest and pants, no I definitely didn't dream this... I touch my neck, the bites are gone.

So is my heartbeat...

-TO BE CONTINUED