38 My First Time

A/N: I had a warning for a 18+ scene, but now I'm not even sure if I need a warning. Lol 😂😂😂. I'll just leave this here for anyone who may think the bed scene at the end needs a warning. Lol. There will be tiny profanity though. Enjoy! 😈😈😈

I managed to cook breakfast with the help of Google for Mi-Young and I. It's more of an 'I'm sorry for lying to you and secretly meeting your fiancé' breakfast. I still needed her help to get me ready for tonight. When the food was ready, I went to go wake her up.

"Mi-Youngie! Time to get up," I called out to her while sitting next to her on the bed.

"Hmmm.. 5 more minutes....." she groans tiredly at me and turns away from me.

I slapped her butt and started rocking her to wake her up.

"I cooked breakfast for us. For a such a beautiful girl, you sure are lazy. I feel sorry for whoever is going to marry you."

"Hoseok Oppa will do everything for me. He'll let me sleep in and bring me breakfast in bed every morning," she tiredly replied back to me before cuddling happily into the pillow and falling back asleep.

I started feeling nervous at the mention of Hoseok Oppa's name. I really should let her know, but I don't know how to tell her now.

I was pulled back to reality when Mi-Young tiredly calls out my name.

"Hani...."

"Hm.."

"Why don't you love Jimin Oppa? You know that he loves you a lot right?"

My heart sank at her question. Of course I love him. I love him so much Mi-Youngie, but I'll never tell.

"Why are you asking me that when you already know Mi-Young. I like Yoongi and I'm with Yoongi now. I'm not a two-timer. I told you he'll like you eventually. You just have to be patient."

"He's not going to like me Hani. I'm not you. I can't change his feelings. I think you and Jimin Oppa were meant to be. So think about it chingu, do you really like Yoongi?"

"Why would I be with Yoongi if I didn't like him? "

"I guess. Alrighty then boyfriend. I won't ask anymore, but I am still going to sleep for a while."

And she covers her entire body with the blanket.

"NO! Get your lazy butt up!"

I slapped her butt again. She winced in pain rubbing her butt while laughing before finally getting up. I went downstairs first to set the table while she took a shower and brushed her teeth.

"Why the sudden breakfast?" Mi-Young asks as she was coming down the stairs.

"Just to thank you, for the dresses and makeovers...."

"Ah, I see. Is this a bribe? Am I going to be needed again today?" She grins widely at me as she approaches the table that was set with food for two.

I nervously nodded my head.

"You are serious about Yoongi Oppa aren't you? Changing so much just for him. I guess you must really like Yoongi."

I didn't answer her but nodded my head again.

"Alright boyfriend, no wait. You can't be my boyfriend anymore. It's time to change you into a girl. We'll have to go shopping some other time but for today you can wear something of mine again."

I smiled lightly at her and thanked her. I suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore. I am such a shitty friend to her. I felt like throwing up even though there was nothing in my stomach.

We finished eating and cleaned up. The rest of the day was spent being lazy and watching a K-drama that we both loved.

"What time were you supposed to meet Yoongi Oppa Hani?" Mi-Young asked me while her eyes stayed glued to the TV.

"At 8 PM."

Mi-Young grabs her phone and looks at the time.

"Yah! Chingu! It's already 5! We have to get you ready for Yoongi!"

She turned off the TV and got up. She pulled me up and dragged me upstairs into my room. She sat me down on the bed and starts digging through her clothes.

"Where are you going tonight so I can dress you according to the date."

"We're going to dinner first at Jung Hotel, and then I'm not sure what we are doing afterward."

She stops looking through the clothes and turned around to me with a silly grin on her face. She wiggles her perfectly shaped eyebrows at me and then let out a small giggle.

"I know what you two will be doing tonight!" She sang out in a teasing tone to me.

"What?"

"How can you be so dense Hani? You'll find out tonight. Be sure to tell me everything that happens! I want to hear about your first time," She burst out into a loud laugh before facing the closet and continuing to look through her clothes.

"My first time? First time doing what?"

"Yoongi...." And she let out another roar of laughter.

"The hell are you talking about Mi-Young?" I asked still confused.

"Nothing chingu. You'll see tonight."

She chooses a white dress that was nice but way too revealing for me. She paired it with an open toe white heel.

No matter how much I look at it, it was way too much.

"Mi-Young, can't I just wear what I wore yesterday?"

"Never wear the same dress twice Hani! Why do you think I have so many dresses?"

"Okay, your highness. Sheesh, such a princess..." I mumbled the last part to myself.

"Quick try it on and then I'm going to give you some hair extensions and do your makeup. Pali pali! I need to go see my parents at 7 so I need to be done with you first before I go."

I had no choice but to wear the dress. It felt really uncomfortable but when I turned to look at myself, I looked really good. Still gotta impress Hoseok, so I stuck with this dress.

Mi-Young did my makeup and gave me some hair extensions. It felt weird having long hair. It was messy and always seems to be getting in my way. She gave my newly long hair some light curls and I was ready. Again, I am amazed at how she perfected everything on me.

It was almost 7 PM and Mi-Young had just left to go meet up with her parents. I waited for the time to pass trying not to ruin any of Mi-Young's work before getting a text from Hoseok. It was 7:20 PM when he texted me.

'I'm a bit early. Did Mi-Young leave already?'

'Yeah, she left earlier.'

'I'm outside.'

My heart rapidly increases because I was nervous. Can I pull this off? I got up from the couch in the living room and slowly made my way outside to his car.

He was out by the passenger side of the door waiting for me. His bright smile could be seen the moment he saw me exit through the gate. Hoseok opened up the door for me and I thank him and got in. He made his way around to the driver side of the car and got in. We both put on our seatbelt and before driving off, he turned to me.

"You look beautiful tonight Hani."

I smile at him and saw that his smile quickly faded when he turned his attention on the road. We drove in silence to our destination.

Since it was his family hotel, he got VIP parking and we made our way to the elevator. The elevator door opens up and he lets me enter first before he follows me. He pressed the 7th floor and the elevator door closes. It stopped on the 2nd floor and some people got into the elevator. The elevator stops again on the 4th floor and 5th floor. Soon the elevator was almost full. Hoseok and I were pushed to a corner of the elevator.

My back was up against the corner of the elevator, but Hoseok faced me and had his hands up against the wall protecting me from getting in any sort of contact with anyone while he was constantly getting bumped into from behind.

Our faces were close to one another and he just silently kept staring at me. His lips curved into a side smile before it turned into a full smile. He didn't utter a single word. The closeness was making me really nervous, but Hoseok was a gentleman. He didn't move any closer to me no matter how much he was being pushed towards me.

When we finally reached the 7th floor, everyone in the elevator got off. Like seriously? I guess they were all headed to the restaurant too.

We were seated right away when his employees saw him. We sat and ordered food and wine.

"So how long have you known Mi-Young?" Hoseok asks me.

"For about 4 years now. We met when she transferred to my school halfway through my first year in High School. It's a funny story actually..."

And I told him how Mi-Young and I met. How she thought I was a boy and how close we were. How I became her boyfriend and how much I love her. He smiled at everything I said and just silently listened. And then I asked him about Mi-Young. He told me stories of Mi-Young that I have never heard of before. I laughed and was actually enjoying my evening with Hoseok. He talked about how much he loved Mi-Young. I thought to myself that maybe he invited me to dinner to let me down and for me to stop trying to pursue him.

"Mi-Young had been the only girl that I have ever loved...."

I was right. He asked me to meet up today to tell me to stop. My plan is not working. He's not going to like me after all. I looked down at my glass of wine waiting for the rejection. I was feeling a tad disappointed that my plan didn't work on Hoseok.

"But I think that might change after tonight....."

My eyes shot up and stared at Hoseok. Did I hear him correctly?

"Huh?"

"I said, you made me have a change of heart. I want you Hani. And if it's okay with you, I want you tonight."

I stared back at Hoseok and was left completely speechless. Did all that just really happened? How did he have a change of heart so suddenly with the way he talked about Mi-Young. Did I really do that?

"Ummm... S-sure??"

I still wasn't clear what he meant by saying he wants me. Did this mean that he likes me now? I guess my deal with Yoongi broke just now. I'll have to call him later to let him know.

I smiled nervously at Hoseok and he downs his glass of wine before getting up and pulling me up harshly from my seat. His eyes were filled with emotions that I couldn't tell.

Why did I feel like he was hurting? Why doesn't he look happy that I accepted his feelings?

He held my hand and pulled me towards the exit of the restaurants. He didn't even pay for anything and we just walked right out. We headed towards the elevator and made our way up to the top floor. He was taking me to the suite.

He doesn't let go of my hand and when we reached the top floor, he pulls me towards the room. He opens the door and pulls me inside.

When he closed the door he pushes me against the door and moves in deadly close. His hand were up against the door and his handsome face was inches apart from mine. His eyes were staring intensely into mine. He moved towards my right ear and his cheerful voice from earlier had turned low and gotten deeper.

"Last chance to run Hani.. Because I'm not letting you go if you stay any longer in this room with me....."

"I'm not going anywhere. I'm staying..." I stood firmly not letting him try to make me leave. I got him to like me already and my plan has begun. There's no way I'm backing out now.

He moved away from me and it was back to a staring contest between us. A smirk could be seen on his face before he grabs my hand and pulls me towards the bed.

Why are we heading towards the bed?

Hoseok gently pushes me onto the bed and then he slowly crept on top of me hovering over me.

"You sure about this Hani? You're mine after tonight..." and then he leans down towards my face. I tightly shut my eyes and tears begin to form in my eyes.

That very moment, it was as if time had stopped. So much thought rushed through my head.

I now knew why he wanted to meet here in a hotel room. I finally knew why Mi-Young was teasing me about my first time earlier. Why Yoongi had always tried to stop me from meeting Hoseok. How heartbroken Hyung will be when he finds out. It all finally clicked into my slow brain that Hoseok wanted to have sex and I unknowingly consented to it.

I kicked Yoongi off of me last time, but I couldn't do it with Hoseok. I had become one of those girls who were willing to give up her body to someone she didn't even love. I had become just like that slut who lives next door to Yoongi Oppa.

I could feel a tear leaving my tightly shut eyes and I was slightly shaking with fear. His warm breath could be felt breathing on my face, but he didn't move any closer to me. He didn't kiss me nor did he do anything to me. I waited for it. I waited and instead, I heard his deep voice whispered to me.

"What is your motive Hani? And what deal do you have going on with Yoongi Hyung?"

To Be Continued...