Chimmy

When I reached home from meeting up with Yoongi, Hyung was back already. He ran towards me the moment he saw me walk through the front door.

"Where were you? You didn't even pick up my calls either. Don't you know how worried I was?"

I quickly took out my phone and saw that I had 5 missed calls. I giggled at the worried boy and wrap my arms around his neck pulling him in closer to peck his lips. His arms looped around my waist as he turned the peck into a deep kiss. I smiled into the kiss before pulling away. His arms still wrapped around me.

"I'm sorry. I stepped out quickly to meet up with Yoongi Oppa."

I could see that he clenched his jaw at the mention of Yoongi's name.

"Yoongi? Why?"

"He called me and asked to meet up. I guess he was curious about what happened between Hoseok and me last night when Mi-Young went to tell him about us."

"And?"

I smiled at his jealousy. He looked kinda sexy and I felt like teasing the boy.

"You know, you look kinda hot being all jealous," I playfully bit my lips.

"Don't try to change the subject on me. Why didn't you pick up your phone?"

I kissed him and pulled him along with me towards the couch. I gently push him onto the couch and straddled on top of him all while never leaving his lips.

"What are you doing Hani?" He asked while trying to break away from the kiss but I just continue to kiss him. His plumped pink lips were all mine and I can kiss it whenever I want now.

"Kissing these yummy lips that belong to me," I said in between the kiss.

"Hani.." He pulled away from the kiss leaving me pouting on top of him.

"You never answered me. Why didn't you pick up your phone?"

"My phone was on silent. I didn't hear you calling me. Sorry, Hyung."

"You could have called me to let me know where you were going or a text at least..."

I looked down at him and realized that his eyes were glossy. He had tears in them.

"Do you know how scared I was this morning? I was afraid that everything that happened between us last night was all a dream. I was terrified I would wake up this morning and not see you next to me. I don't even recall how many time I woke up last night panicking, but I'd calm down once I saw you sleeping and in my arms. Sorry for being insecure. It's just that I love you a lot and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of you leaving me for Yoongi..."

A tear left his eye and I wiped it away and kissed both his eyelids.

"I'm sorry Hyung. I didn't mean to worry you. I went to meet up with him because I had to let him know about us. I wanted to end the fake relationship and deal between Yoongi and me..."

I bit my lips nervously, pondering on whether I should let him know about Yoongi liking me or not.

"Hyung, I don't want to lie to you anymore. Yoongi confessed that he liked me earlier..."

Hyung remained silent as he listened on.

"But he knows how much I love you, so he happily gave us his blessings so you don't have to worry about him. Oh, and he did also say that if you ever make me cry, he'll break your bones."

Hyung let out a small chuckle. I cupped his beautiful face and gave him a quick peck.

"I love you Hyung. I always have and I always will. I told you, I've loved only you ever since we were little."

He tightens his grip on my waist and he pulled me closer to him with a tiny grin on his face.

"You weren't the only one. I liked you a lot when we were little too. Don't you recall me telling you that I wanted to be special to you? When I said that, I meant I liked you and hoped that you liked me too. I wanted you to be the only girl to call to ever call me Hyung. That was my confession to you when we were little. I've loved you since. That's why it was so hard not to fall for you when I saw you again. I thought I had gotten over the little crush I had for you while living in the states, but coming back here just made my heart crazily jump for you once again."

My lips curved into a smile upon hearing this new information and hugged him tightly. His arms still secured around my waist. He turned his head and rested it on my chest as I ran my fingers through his dark hair.

"I love the sound of your heartbeat," he suddenly says out of nowhere.

"Hmm? Wae?"

"Because it's dancing to the beat of my heart..."

I tilted my head so that I could kiss his forehead. He stared into my eyes for a while before a small smirk grew on his lips turning into a full grin.

"You know, we're alone now..."

And he flips me onto the couch and got on top of me and you already know what happens next. 😉😉😉

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Five days turned into Four. Four days turned into Three. And then two and one and it was time for Hyung to go back to the states.

He dragged his suitcase along and got it checked in. He only had another hour before his flight took off and I had been crying ever since I woke up this morning. I was already feeling bummed out the night before.

We spent all of yesterday doing nothing and just in each other's embrace. He told me he loved me and stole kisses every chance he could. And now he was leaving me. Flying over thousands of miles away from me. Five days together were not enough. I regretted everything I did. I could have spent so much more time with Hyung if I had not been so stupid with my idiotic plan.

"Hani..."

I didn't answer him nor look at him. I didn't want to. If I did, then I'm going to have to say goodbye. My focus was on my feet below me, not having enough courage to meet his eyes. He lifted my chin up and his lips found mine as he attached our lips together. The tears poured even harder as I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him in. We pulled apart and I saw that he had been crying too.

"I'll miss you..." He silently whispered to me while holding me in his arms.

"I'll miss you too..."

"Call me every day, okay?"

"Ne Hyung..." I sniffled.

He held my hand and we walked until we reached the area where we had to separate. He gave me another long hug before pulling away. Mi-Young and Hoseok had come along with us to send Hyung off too. Mi-Young gave Hyung a hug as well and Hoseok shook hands with Hyung before he came back to me for one last kiss before he finally left.

12:05 PM

His plane finally took off. Hyung is gone. I hugged Mi-Young and cried into her shoulders.

"I miss him already Mi-Youngie..."

"I know," she patted my back to comfort me.

Mi-Young and Hoseok dropped me back off at home while the two went to meet up with their parents. I made my way inside and took off my shoes. I was feeling emotionally drained so I wanted to go take a nap.

When I opened the door to my room, I saw a letter on the edge of my bed. I hurried towards the letter and opened it up.

'To my beautiful girlfriend,

This is not goodbye. We will see each other again so please don't cry anymore. I hate that I'm so far away from you and can't hold you, so I got you a little something to keep you company while I'm gone. It'll be in the guest room waiting for you.'

I ran downstairs and opened the door into the guest room. Lying on the bed where Hyung use to sleep was a huge dog plushie that was in a yellow onesie. It had a tiny pink tongue that hung out of its mouth. It was the most adorable thing I had ever seen. It definitely reminded me of Hyung. I moved towards it and saw a little note on the life-size plushie.

'Hello, Hani. My name is Chimmy. Please love and cuddle me every night. Jimin really loves you. He didn't want you to be lonely. My mission is to keep you happy and to love you.'

I grabbed Chimmy and hugged him close and I swear it had Hyung's scent. A tear left my eyes and I grabbed my phone and sent Hyung a text. I know he won't be able to see it now, but he will definitely see it later.

'Thank you, Hyung. I found Chimmy. I won't cry anymore. Call me once you land. I miss you already.'

I wipe my tears away and dried my eyes. I stop crying after I sent him the text. I was going to be true to my words to Hyung. I won't cry anymore. I took Chimmy with me up to my room and cuddle with him. I feel into a deep sleep while inhaling Hyung's scent from Chimmy.

To Be Continued...