So embarrassed

ALEXA'S POV .

" Hurry up , l want to find you stripped down " , Just as we carried the kids to their different rooms , Mark murmured more in an angry voice . Great , Jessica had done it . He was now pissed off to hell and then I was going to regret it . With no word said , l carried Ivan in bed then walked out with my heart pumping the blood at a high pressure .

I was honestly afraid and nervous about having sex with Mark . The last time l had sex with him , he was rough and it was all painful with no pleasure . Per now , l was no longer interested in him , my p***y walls became sore the last time he painfully pounded into me . But still I have nothing to do .

Left with no option , after reaching in our bedroom, I stripped my clothes off to my lace thong , placed them in the laundry hamper then laid on the bed naked waiting for him to finish in the bathroom .

Once he was out of the bathroom , he smirked at the way l was laid on the bed . To him it looked like l was excited but inwardly l was dying . With his annoying smirk on his face , he walked to bed where l was . " Put me in your mouth and wet me " , He demanded. At his demand , l obediently without any word , got on my knees. With his dick in my view , l ignored it's size then , l opened up my mouth ready to take him in but then just as l was curling my tongue about it to stimulate his bell - end , he instead just grabbed my head and quickly thrust himself in to my mouth.

" Make it fast " , He groaned out minding less about the fact that his sudden act had instinctively made my throat to gag trying to eject the intruder. I wasn't feeling comfortable but sadly he was more powerful , forcing me to swallow and accept what he was doing to my body. I honestly felt like l was going to die as he rammed all his veiny monstrous c**k in to me., driving the bell end in to my throat .

I tried my level best to swallow it because, with the way he was thrusting it in my mouth , l felt like I was going to choke on it. At this time , l felt like l was being raped right now , I was like a rag doll in his hands , a toy for him to use , ruin and then leave. He didn't care .

I knew my mouth was no more than a receptacle for his c**k. Just like sluts , l was there for him to use , for his pleasure. I had no control over what was happening to me. I was afraid that l could even choke to death. But to him seeing my pain was making him feel excited because he thrusted himself in my mouth more harder and faster with loud erotic groans falling out from his mouth.

Feeling his c**k swell in my mouth made my life worse but l knew it that he was nearing to his edge. I was more certain , l was right because l felt the grasp on the sides of my head increase. God it was painful.. '' Is he going to c*m in my mouth , God what is he going to do ? As l felt him ruin my mouth , l began to ask myself inwardly. '' F**k '', Without warning , he jerked then he reached out and groaned out before jerking my head back away from from his c**k.

With his c**k out of my mouth , l sighed heavily but then next thing l saw was only his semen hot and sticky that was jetting from his c**k in a series of gobbets that landed shockingly hot and sticky on my face. '' God ! I was yhoughtless at this , he has never done this to me '', '' lick me clean '', After stroking himself , he growled again before he pushed himself in to my mouth. Feeling it salty I licked and sucked him while polishing his glands with my tongue. I did it for a pretty good time until after some time , he pulled himself out .

" What are you doing ?" , I looked at him confused when l saw him walk away from me instead of continuing with the moment . '' I have got a long day at work , l don't have time for sex '',He retorted with a look of uninterest on his face . At his words , l immediately felt my breath catch in my chest . " Is this earthly for real , l have pleasured him but .... " , The sinking in my stomach was so much that it hurt me . My stomach was turning into twists and my throat was burning . I wanted to open up my mouth and cry loudly .

" No , no " , With tears burning in my eyes , l watched him as he pulled on his boxers and then on falling on the bed , he turned on the other side not wanting to look at me . No sex , good night , l honestly felt more embarrassed . To make it worse he was now snoring . With him asleep , tears lastly streamed down my face . This was really a great embarrassment . I felt disgusted with myself . I now hated him but l couldn't even go and sleep with Jessica . I didn't want her to know that we had truly fallen apart.

She knew how Mark treated me, she hated him because of his disrespect . Though he disrespected me , l still didn't want her to hate her dad .