My dream

Growing up I always felt disappointed in my self because I was never good inof I never did anything right y always wished I had a power so thy would love me because that's how I felt and I didn't had the choice to be born with a power or not I was shust unlucky and wille I grew up I never felt love and I was always dosipointed on disipointhing others sense I never felt love I grew up to be a Hartley non loving human wen a girl would ask me aut I wold always say no beca I new that it wasn't true love but one time this girl she ask me out I thot she was like the others a interested bi$$ like most in real life any one agrees???