What you should know

Do you know what is more traumatic

Than the pain of your hymen

Being forcefully broken?

It's not the rough handling of the men

Nor is it the fact that its agnaist your will

But the fact that your vagina does not reject it

But readily accepting

As your fluids wet your entrance

Providing the person with a smooth ride inside

Your wall still clenches around the rod inside

Even pulsate at some point

Your screams of pain

Are mixed with sexual moans

The pain eventually lessens

As you are overwhelmed with something else

That knew feeling begins to numb the pain

To embrace this numbing feeling is natural

And that's what makes it worse

Though you never willed

Fought agnaist it

Caused you pain but slowly became bearable

Nice

pleasant

How sick it feels

To know even though it hurts

it kinda feels good

You feel violated

But even worse

you feel sick of yourself

Feel dirty

That despite through all that

There were parts you felt good

Eventually after a couple of times

You begin to crave that abuse

it becomes psychological

It's a cage you cannot escape from

But who can you tell

Who will help you

They all don't understand

Nor do they try