Chapter 36. I wanna be yours.

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"What other surprise should I expect?" Cissy asked, breaking our hug and adjusting her Tutu. "This one was the best; I can't imagine anything surpassing it."

I gazed at her, captivated by her beauty as she adjusted her dress.

She caught me staring and playfully took out her wand, transfiguring her dress back to the clothes she had arrived in.

"You should stop staring," she teased, leaning in closer.

"I can't help it," I admitted, unable to tear my eyes away from her.

"You're surprisingly flirtatious today, something I didn't expect from you," she remarked, a hint of amusement in her voice.

"I've recently come to realize that I've been a bit dense."

"A bit? That would be an understatement," she replied with a mischievous smile.

"Was I really that clueless?" I questioned, genuinely surprised by her assessment.

"Yes, you were as dense as a rock," she said, leaning in even closer, her warm breath sending shivers down my spine. "Recently, you've become the subject of conversation among some of the girls, and yet you were completely oblivious."

It was all happening just as I had intended. Soon, they will forget about my past.

"Forget about that. Where are we going?" she asked eagerly, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

"That's something you'll have to see for yourself," I replied, winking at her and wearing a slight smile that promised yet another thrilling surprise.

"Well, then what are we waiting for? Let's go!" she exclaimed, taking my hand and leading me towards the car.

It was clear she wanted more of the exhilarating ride we had shared earlier.

As she buckled her seat belt, she turned towards me and folded her hands, a serious expression on her face. "So, when are you going to tell me about all these secrets you've been keeping?"

"What secrets?" I feigned innocence.

"Don't act innocent. Tell me, who was the man who gave you the keys to this car?" she asked, trying to appear intimidating.

Cute.

"You look adorable when you try to look intimidating," I remarked, flustering her momentarily.

However, she quickly regained her composure and continued to press for answers.

"Don't change the topic. When are you going to tell me?" she insisted.

"Tonight,"

"Really?" she asked, intrigued.

I simply winked at her, offering a slight smile, and started the car.

*Vroom* *Vroom*

Narcissa didn't anticipate me being convinced so easily. She expected to have to coax me a bit more.

But here I am, torn between my brain and my heart.

I don't know what I want to do.

Should I follow reason or let my heart guide me? I don't know.

But, I decided to let my heart rule this time. Just this once.

"Faster. Faster."

With Cissy cheering me on to go faster, I increased the speed of the car, leaving the town behind and venturing into a more secluded area.

Eventually, we arrived at the gates of my mansion, nestled in a lush forest.

"Is this...?" Cissy stepped out of the car, her eyes wide with wonder as she took in the breathtaking surroundings.

"Yes, it's the Prince's mansion," I confirmed, watching her as she absorbed the beauty of the estate.

"It's absolutely marvelous," she commented, her gaze roaming over the exquisite surroundings.

Unlike her cousin's family, who resided in 12 Grimmauld Place, Cissy had been sheltered from the muggle populace. Our mansion, though slightly smaller than the Black family's ancestral home, still left her impressed.

Just as Cissy turned her gaze back to the car, she realized it had vanished.

"Where...?" she started to ask, her confusion evident.

While her attention was diverted, I used my magic to store the car in my realm, out of sight.

"It's taken care of," I assured her, taking her arms in mine. "Let's go."

Cissy smiled, her fingers intertwining with mine. As I glanced down at our hands joined together and witnessed her radiant smile, an unfamiliar joy filled my heart. It was a sensation I found myself craving more and more.

In blissful silence, we relished each other's presence.

"Hey—" Cissy began to speak, but I hushed her gently.

"Shhh," I whispered, my hand covering her eyes. Drawing her closer, I lifted us off the ground, and we soared through the air.

"Severus, for Merlin's sake, are we... in the air?!" Cissy exclaimed, her voice laced with panic.

"Yes, but don't be afraid. Nothing will happen," I reassured her, my voice soothing.

"How am I supposed to react to this?" she asked, her tone filled with a mix of astonishment and apprehension.

"Just trust me," I whispered, turning my head towards the balcony where we were headed.

Prior to our Date, I had given instructions to Dobby and Elara, specifying what they needed to do. I also arranged for the children and them to be away for the next two days.

While I had provided Dobby with some vague ideas for the set, he had surpassed any expectations I had with his creativity.

We landed gracefully on the balcony, and I gently removed my hands from Cissy's eyes, allowing her to take in the breathtaking sight before her.

The balcony stood adorned with flickering lanterns, their soft glow casting a warm radiance upon the scene. Delicate flowers of various hues bloomed in abundance, their petals dancing in the gentle breeze. Ethereal fairies, their wings glistening like shards of moonlight, flitted about, adding an enchanting aura to the surroundings. In the center of the balcony, a solitary table stood, its surface adorned with intricate patterns etched into the wood.

The night sky unveiled its true splendor, unveiling a tapestry of stars that stretched beyond the limits of mortal imagination. It was as if the heavens themselves had conspired to create this breathtaking tableau, a realm straight out of the realms of fantasy and myth. The air was infused with a sense of magic, as if the very essence of dreams had materialized before our eyes.

I couldn't help but marvel at the beauty that surrounded us, I didn't think Dobby and Elara were such experts. Maybe I should get them somethin—

Cissy pulled me into a sudden kiss, leaving me momentarily stunned.

"This is incredible," Cissy exclaimed, her eyes roaming the expanse of the balcony.

I found myself lost in the depths of her gaze.

"Yes," I managed to reply, my mind still reeling from the overwhelming sensation of her lips against mine.

"It feels like something out of a fantasy," she continued, her voice filled with wonder.

I nodded absentmindedly, still captivated by both the magical setting and her presence.

Cissy drew closer, her arms encircling my neck, and I instinctively wrapped my arms around her waist, our faces inching closer together.

The air crackled with anticipation.

"Truly, this might be the best first date ever," she mused, her lips mere breaths away from mine.

"Really?" I murmured, my heart racing in my chest.

"Yes, if I didn't know you, I would think this was your 100th date. Are you sure this is your first?" she teased, her eyes sparkling mischievously.

I closed one eye, feigning deep thought. "No, actually, it's my 50th date," I played along, unable to resist her infectious charm.

She playfully swatted me, and I led her to the beautifully set table, taking her hand in mine. Transfiguring her dress in a seamless motion, I watched as her initial surprise gave way to gratitude.

"Thank you," she said, her voice filled with appreciation. "You're quite the gentleman tonight, Severus."

"I do try," I replied, walking back to my own seat, ensuring she was comfortably seated.

"You should warn me before you perform wandless magic. It was quite unsettling to see you change your clothes in an instant," she remarked, her curiosity piqued by my mastery of such advanced magic.

"I'll remember that," I assured her, using telekinesis to levitate the food from another table to ours.

As we sat beneath the starlit sky, surrounded by the breathtaking scenery, the music provided a soothing backdrop to our intimate dinner.

I found myself captivated by the very sight of Cissy, lost in the simple act of eating.

At that moment, her elegance was replaced by a carefree demeanor, her every movement captivating my attention. She was a mess.

A mess, I found myself falling deeper for.

For she has me under her spell.

'Gorgeous'

She noticed my gaze upon her, a smile gracing her lips, heightening her charm.

A Goddess.

Yes, she truly resembled a goddess in all her radiant glory.

As I was lost in my thoughts, Cissy placed her hand gently atop mine on the table. Her touch grounded me, but her next words caught me off guard.

"Now, tell me what happened to you before returning to Hogwarts," she asked, her voice filled with concern and seriousness.

What?! Right now.

No. No. I can't. I shouldn't.

My heart pounded in my chest, and a mixture of fear and vulnerability surged within me. I hesitated, unsure of whether to bare my soul to her.

What would she think of me? How would she react to —-

As if sensing my hesitation, she tightened her grip, her touch both comforting and urging me to open up.

Her right hand tenderly cupped my cheek, her eyes pleading with me.

"Please don't pull away. Not now," she implored. "Trust me. Burden me. Make me struggle. No matter what you have done or what has happened, I will listen. I will not judge you. Let the emotions you've been holding in, out. Let me help you break free of your cage, just as you have helped me. I fell... I fell in love, knowing the darkness you hold. The darkness that has bound us together."

Fell….Am I worthy of this?

'No, you are not worthy. You will never be.'

"Please believe me, Severus. Please."

Could she truly love me, even if she knew the depths of my pain and the mistakes I've made?

Can she really love me if she really knew what I have?

'No, she won't.'

"I have fallen in love with you, Severus," she declared, her words cutting through the darkness that enveloped me. "I want to share your burdens, to ease your pain. Please give me a place in your heart, for I will cherish it forever."

Love...me?

A wave of emotions surged within me, threatening to overwhelm my fragile veil.

'You—'

"My... my mother died," I finally managed to utter, my voice trembling.

"Oh, God," she gasped, her arms wrapping around me in a flurry of motion. Her warmth, reminding of my mother. Her soft whispers, breaking down my veils. Veils that held some much pain in them.

It hurt, oh how it hurt.

The pain surged through me, threatening to consume me entirely.

I wanted to shield my mind, to hide from the intensity of it all.

But she... she smoothed the jagged edges of my pain, giving me strength.

In that moment, her very being illuminated my darkened world.

"She was... murdered," I confessed, my voice barely a whisper.

The weight of my sorrow hung heavy in the air, but with her by my side, I felt a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe.

"Who?" she questioned, her voice filled with anger and determination.

"My father... he killed her,"

"I will kill that bastard," she declared fiercely, her eyes burning with fiery rage.

"He is dead. I... I killed him."

I confessed, revealing my darkest secret, my first sin.

Oh, no. Why she is so silent? Did I scare her?

Fear gripped my heart as I awaited her response.

Would she recoil in horror? Would she see me as a monster?

Silence enveloped us, and I dared not raise my head, for I feared her judgment.

But then, she closed her eyes, closed the distance between us, and pressed her forehead against mine. As she looked directly into my eyes, I saw only love and understanding reflected in her sapphire-blue eyes.

"I am glad he is finally out of your life, Severus," she said softly, her voice filled with compassion. "I don't care that you killed him. You should have shared your pain with me, with Lily. You shouldn't have carried this burden alone. I care for you, and it pains me to see you suffer."

Kissing my forehead tenderly, she made a promise that stirred the depths of my soul.

"I will always stand by your side, through the brightest of days and the darkest of nights. I will share in your joy and your sorrow. I will bear your burdens alongside you. I will stain this world with the blood of your enemies. I will fight for you, protecting you from the darkness that threatens to consume you. For I have fallen for you," she declared, her voice filled with unwavering devotion.

As I gazed into her eyes, I was overwhelmed by an outpouring of love. It surrounded me, embraced me, and shattered the walls I had built around my heart.

Why? Why did she love me with such fervor?

Why did she choose to stand by my side?

Why me?

"I am in love with you, Severus. To you, I give my heart." She proclaimed, closing the distance between us, and capturing my lips in a passionate kiss.

At that moment, I gave in.

I surrendered to the inferno of emotions that blazed within me.

I yielded to the intensity of the passion we shared, to the eternal joy that blossomed within my soul.

I gave…I gave in to the one thing I had feared the most – love.

Finally, I closed my eyes and responded with passion. Leaving myself to her desire, to her mercy.

As we broke away from the kiss, I rested my forehead against hers, our breaths mingling. Looking deeply into her eyes,

"I have fallen in love with you," I confessed, my voice filled with sincerity. "You, who were caged by the world, have given me my freedom. You cared for me when I believed no one else did. I have fallen in love with your beauty, your cunning, your kindness, your foul mouth, and even your bossy nature. Every facet of your being ignites an inferno within me. For I have fallen in love with every part of you. For I want to be yours."

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A/N:- Let me know how much you like the chapter.

It was hard to write since I wanted them to be open and vulnerable with each other while showing their character traits as well. Just like humans, characters have different sides, not just manipulative and clever but wounded and vulnerable as well. Not just caged and perfect but darker and violent. I hope it shined through along with their confession. Let me know in the comments.

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