Chapter 50: Break Down
I slowly walked into the bathroom. With my new jeans folded over both my crossed arms up against my ribcage. As I peeked around this huge room. It had about thirty-five changing rooms lined up inside. Each room had a dark curtain draped over the entrance. The curtains were hung up by rings. On a metal bar cemented between the two solid tan tile half walls to each changing room. None of the curtains were closed which told me, I was the only one inside.
So I just picked the ninth one from coming in. I closed the curtain and noted the divided wall was short enough to see anybody's head from the first curtain entrance. Like five steps in was a second curtain that leads you to a private shower and changing room.
A long marble countertop sink was straight across from the entry. Over the countertops was a long vertical mirror on the wall. There were accessories for the women placed along the counter and colored towels underneath it. It had shampoos and other soaps neatly arranged on the doorless shelving, from underneath the long sink's counter.
To the left was a shower and to the right across the mirror and white marble counters. Was a cushioned bench up against the wall. Inside had a plain tan white cream carpet and the walls were a light tan too. The shower opened up by a magnetic glass door. Then the keypad screen to set your water temperature was under the shower head sprinkler. So it was just an ordinary shower, compared to the one in Çory's room. His shower had many settings and could be adjusted into a jacuzzi, which I thought was pretty neat. So I got the hint these showers were for anybody to use.
After peeking around I took off my jeans and changed into the new ones. The new boot-cut jeans were a lighter blue and had real gemstones sewed into the back pockets. It was nothing like I've ever worn, to find real jewels sewed into the clothing. Was something very new for me.
Instead of returning to meet Cory. I sat on the soft cushion bench and placed my hands on my face, I mentally collapsed. Everything was too much for me to take in from such a short time of almost a week.
I felt myself wanting to cry but it felt so petty to wanna cry over something so small. As always I held my red blood tears as my mind filled with unanswered questions.
I can't understand why I am being held captured here? When all I just want to do was leave so badly. What intention does Cory have to keep me? I wish I just knew the answers to these questions. But all I seem to find are only more questions rather than answers.
Like why did that psychotic Princess attack me like that? It's not like she and I even knew each other for her to violently assault me. Then she tried acting as if I was the one to attack her, which got me. I didn't understand what she was spatting when she said he'll choose her over me. Was she talking about Cory?
Ya, I was rather confused with anything Rachel said. Mostly over the fact it happened so fast. How could anybody listen to their attacker's reckless words, when you are trying to protect yourself? She was yelling about something referring to herself as being the chosen Primary Queen. My guess is her issues were about Cory since he's the only Primary King I've met.
Rachel needs to understand I don't want to be here and I have no plans on staying. The second I find a chance out I am taking it. She won't need to worry about me being around here for long. Since Cory won't tell me what he's thinking about marrying me or not. I've already made up my mind for him and decided I am leaving. This crazy Kingdom will never be my home! There isn't any way I was born here and I am not sticking around!