Chapter 130: Spying in meeting Part 1
• In an underground room above the first floor. I meet some friends, dad, brothers, Grandfather Phil, and some elders. All spying in on Sally talking with Mike and Matt from inside my living room. They worked their magic on her and she spilled her feelings. That feisty personality of hers bites their heads off. She make it clear she didn't wanna marry me. She admitted to them she was terrified of me. Which made me feel broken on how to help her feel comfortable. I need to give her better comfort and security, I thought.
Nor did she believe what I told about her being the firstborn tubebaby Princess. She shared she felt out of place in our worlds but held her pain well. Sally understood she was different but didn't understand why that was. She even called herself a freak which made me feel horrible she felt like this. But she admitted being around us was seeming familiar to her. Yet, that still didn't change how she felt like there was more about herself than what we were telling her.
We waited for her to cry but she held a stronghold over herself. Everyone was hoping she would cry to see if her tears were red. But she never did while Mike and Matt comfort her. It was pretty clear she regretted running away and she said she wouldn't do it again.
Pretty much they relaxed her and told her to rest. So we cut the TV on the wall and started the meeting around the table. Mike and Matt were very successful in getting a lot of information that we needed.
"The sooner you get married the better off she will be. Whatever reason she knows there is more to the story we aren't saying." Said Grandfather Phil.
The thirteenth Elder said. "Our women are molded not to ask too many questions. We won't be able to keep this from her for long if she keeps it up. It's bad enough she's aware of her abilities. She sees herself as a freak but she has no idea who she truly is to be. She said she notices changes in herself. I am curious what she means by changes."
"I'm sure before too long we will see what she means by changes. Her masters drilled this in her head that she was a freak. It shows how sheltered she's been and how caged up they've had her. They emotionally broke her down into feeling such low opinions of herself. She's traumatized by everything she's been through. She held a lot inside her heart." Jay told.
"This is why I suggested having Matt and Mike question her. To see if we can get her to talk and express her emotions. She needs someone to speak to, bottling up these feelings isn't helping her heal." Dominic mentioned.
"This was a brilliant idea," I complimented. "I can see she wants to cry but she won't. She buried her emotions deep. She's learned control of her emotions. As for her constant questions. I am in the process of trying to mold her enough to stop asking questions. Which was semi-effective on the drive up."
"She's learning to obey you, she is showing to submit." Aaron added his thoughts. "But I wonder if she won't cry because she's hiding the fact her tears are red."
I replied, "perhaps she is but I was hoping she was going to cry. This way we could witness if she did cry red tears as it says in the scripts."
The first Elder said. "I'm sure in due time you will have these answers."
Chris told, "seems like being here is emotional for her so she buries it."
"Understandable, I just hope she's done running. It's time she takes a hint. She's not going anywhere. I will drag her back here every time." Said Nick.
"I think she might be done running perhaps for now." Dominic stated then lectured me. "Cory, you need to be supportive of her. She is traumatized and I think that's why she's so scared of you. She's scared you're going to hurt her. Maybe try not being so intimidating to her."
"I kind of figured this," I replied. "In time she will see I'm not going to hurt her. I will work on my intimidating side."