I couldn't see which made sense as I was inside the womb. I couldn't even see anything since my eyes had not been properly developed yet.
But still, I tried to see if I was really inside someone, so I tried moving my hands and felt someone groan . Now I am sure that I really am going to get reincarnated.
...
It has been quite some time, and I can finally feel someone trying to push me. I am slowly being towards a small gap .
I immediately understood what was happening and tried to get out of here myself as I have been longing to see some light for a while now.
...
It was a struggle both from me and my mother. It must have been very painful for her, but in the end, seeing a healthy baby must have made her happy.
I slowly opened my eyes as I saw a young couple looking at me with love and warmth. They are really my parents in this life, Paul and Zenith.
I could even see the maid Lilia at the distance. Seeing all of this for myself is really surprising.
I still can not believe that I have been reincarnated into the world of anime I used to watch just to pass the time and keep myself in proper mental condition.
It is too much for me . And to top it all, the feeling of old rudeus is also starting to hit me as I slowly start to cry .
Paul and Zenith immediately tried to make me stop crying, and Lilia came and took me in her arms, trying to make me stop, which I did eventually.
After the death of his wife, rudeus was filled with sorrow he lost his father, and Zenith also went into a vegetative state .which didn't help him much.
The only thing was that Zenith took his daughter with her, so he checked up on her from time to time . But in the end, he had a lot of regrets. All of his emotions are affecting me as well .
Due to his regret of avoiding his loved ones and seeing his happy family slowly fall apart, rudeus was really devastated.
After gaining all his memories, I can relate a bit with him . Though he was a scumbag he really cared about his loved ones .
For now, let's try to enjoy my life and take things slowly. I have to think of lots of problems I am going to face in the future as well.
...
<one month later>
One month has passed since I arrived in this world. To be honest, it still feels like a dream. Even though I am a baby and can't do a lot of things, I am trying out a few magic from my memories of the old rudeus.
First, I tried some basic water magic for obvious reasons as people will not think much of it even if I fail.
They are just thinking that it is pee . As I get more used to it, I even tried disturb magic, which I got hang off after a few tries.
Tough my life is going really well since I am just a baby and have nothing to do . It is a bit frustrating for me sometimes because I have to take a lot of sleep in my current body.
There are many things I want to do different from old rudeus as I know a bit about what happens in the novel so I can take different steps while trying to get strong fast enough.
This is all I have been doing currently. I am making different plans but I have to start moving properly for that .
"Sigh" that's a lot of work to do for a new born child.
"Hmm"
"What happened?" Paul asked
"I think rudy just sighed "Zenith answered
"Maybe it's just your imagination "Paul said
"Maybe !"Zenith just shrugged it off
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