current status

<one year later>

It's been a year since I have been here, I think .

I can't be really sure since they don't have a calendar and such in this house, but some time ago, my parents talked about me being a year old so I guess I can say that .

Most of the time this year, I have been lying in a crib . It is not a good feeling I will give you that .

I have a habit of moving around a bit too much in my previous life, so it was a bit frustrating . I have been trying to learn to walk and speak as much as possible.

I have made progress tough. I can walk properly while holding on to something. And I can speak a bit properly as well.

Even though I have done as much as I can, my body is not fully developed till now, so I can not do all these things like a proper person .

The thing is, my body has a lot of mana . Something a human should not have because, unlike the previous rudeus whose mana goes high, eventually and at a slower pace as he grows and uses magic .

My mana is great from the beginning, the reason being his mana capacity and mine merging, so I can't do much about it .

It is all thanks to his research that I can draw such conclusions. Otherwise, I don't know what I would do .

Another thing is that my memories are being hazy and broken. Many pieces of it are missing as well . I can't remember my memories properly, but my thinking process is still the same as before .

Now it has stopped, and I can remember whatever is left of it properly and more clearly than before, so I guess it's fine for now .

I am establishing myself as a genius kid so that I can learn magic like my previous self. The previous rudeus feelings towars roxy are overwhelming to me . I feel like I don't do the things as it went previously with her. I might go crazy.

Although it's a bit annoying, I should be able to handle it as the plan I am making to strengthen myself requires me to go to the Demon continent.

Only after going there can I have the power to save myself from hitogami's influence.

So it's a lot for me to do before that as well because I have to get familiar with all the spells and magic the old rudeus had learned as it is not easy to survive in the Demon continent.

There is a lot of preparation I have to do before that, but for now, I should just go with the flow while trying new things.

I also want to see if I can use the battle aura cause the og rudeus couldn't use it due to Laplace factor.

As for me, I shouldn't contain it according to my theory as the mana pool I am inherenting is of the previous rudeus added to my own .

If I can really use it, my plans will have a very good effect on me as well .

For now let's just wait till the time comes.