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Let Him Love You First

After leaving everything behind, Zoey needs to go home and face all she have left. She thought time can heal all wounds but after reuniting with her friends, she has to face her mortal nemesis as well as her ex boyfriend. Little did she know that there is a guy who is watching her from a far that will help her mend her shuttered heart. --- To: America Message: You know what? If you thought that Zoey was wrong for treating you badly, wouldn't it be better for the two of you to sit down, relax and talk? Remember that you've been friends since childhood. Reply: Earl it's easy to say but hard to do. Yes! We've been considering each other as best of friends but why did she decide to believe other people's hearsay? For their seven years of friendship, Zoey could say that America is a hard-headed person. Zoey pretended to be someone just to have a decent conversation with her. All she wanted was to know the truth. It started when one of her classmates saw both America and Michael, Zoey's boyfriend, at the mall. At first, when she heard about this, she thought that what was the deal of seeing them? What if they were buying some stuff together? She naïvely thought that it would be better than her best friend was on good terms with her boyfriend. In that way, she can help and understand them if they were fighting. But all of those thoughts disappeared in an instance when her classmate showed her a picture wherein they caught in the act of kissing and holding each other's hands while buying Cinema Tickets. She dialed America's phone number and tried to ask where she was last weekend when someone saw them together. America answered her calmly, "I was at home sleeping. Why? You knew that Mom was mad at me, and I grounded and forbad going outside last weekend, right?" After she had heard her reply, she thought that her response was like a big slap on her face; she knew that she was lying because her friend's evidence was authentic. The photo has a date on it, and it was impossible for anyone to edit or change the said photo because she used a film camera. Zoey thought of it before she called Michael and asked the same question. After Michael had answered her phone call and heard her question, his forehead instantly covered with cold sweat. Did Zoey found out about them? He tried to calm himself first before answering, "Babe I've told you that Dad was still mad at me and ordered me to stay at home and that was the reason I couldn't pick you up after your ballet lesson." Little did he know that his answer was exactly the same as what America has said to Zoey? Zoey started to have a doubt about them. After that week, Zoey found more about their illicit romance. They indeed are having an affair behind her. When most of her friends tried to convince to break it up with him, Zoey finally decided to do it. She then again called and asked him to meet her at the park near our village. When he arrived she immediately said, "Mike, let's end this." At that moment, she was already shredding her tears as she was asking him to end their relationship. Mike wanted to hold her hand but before he even had the chance to grab her left hand Zoey already stepped backward to avoid him. "Z I'm sorry. I know I'm wrong. I know I wronged you but please don't this to me. I was tempted, I seduced. I don't like nor love America. Babe, please don't say that." Who would have thought that Michael has the audacity to say that? Zoey was confused about what to believe; she didn't know if Michael was telling the truth or if it was another set of lies. But before she turned around and leaves, she took aback when she saw him kneeling and crying on the ground while asking for her forgiveness. She took them back her words.

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Mental Breakdown (4)

"Yeah! You're not stupid but you're too naïve about everything, Zoey. Stop bumping around Michael. Geez! That guy is already polluting my nerves. Is there anything bad happened to you last night? Aside from the fact that he forced you to have a conversation. What else happened?"

Zoey was thinking where she should tell them that her precious first kiss was already gone and the one to blame was Nickel, her supposed to be the savior.

"Actually, mmm… last night was… nothing happened aside from but I still a question to ask." Zoey didn't want to share the kiss part to her friends because she thought it will jeopardize her personal question if in case they knew this thing.

The three of them looked at her intently and waited for her question.

"What will you do, if there is a guy that is too good, too caring, too protective and sometimes too annoying? By the way, it's my friend in the office." Zoey has hidden her identity behind an imaginary co-worker. Although these three ladies in front of her seem to ride her ask for a friend question.

"Wow! That was mmm, how should I say it? It seems you really changed Missy! You're really gaining a friend now. I thought you will forever be introvert for the rest of your life. Anyway, back to your question. Does that friend of yours like the guy?" Sweet, the soft-spoken among the three said.

"Kinda! I think she has been falling for him?" despite that, she was hiding her true feelings, she still doesn't know whether it was infatuation or adoration she is feeling for Nickel.

"Is the guy good-looking? If yes, tell her to go for him but if not, let him pass. There are still more fishes in the sea to catch." Shane hit Lisa's head without notice. "Dumb bitch! Not everyone is like you!" it was already a norm for them calling each other with that way. You can say that it is their way of showing that they love one another. Although Zoey and Sweet aren't like Shane and Lisa.

"Fuck! That hurts! After you go home check if your pregnant okay? You are becoming too violent."

Zoey tried to recall if in her own standards she can consider Nickel as good-looking.

'Well, he is actually. Those eyes were dying for. Those pump lips are can make me crazy. Oh! I still remember how I bite it. His broad shoulder that can protect me from anything was my great wall of China.

What else? His freaking perfect physique! I wish I can always see him wearing sandos and shorts all day long.'

Zoey is drooling in the back of her head when suddenly Shane hit her head this time. (Shane you're really becoming too aggressive and violent. Tsk!)

"Awwww! What was that for?" Zoey exclaimed.

"We have been calling numerous times. What black hole did you go through?"

"Nothing. I suddenly remembered one report that I should send Monday morning. That's all." Zoey made another excuse to save herself.

"In my opinion, if your friend already likes the guy. Don't let her wear her heart on her sleeves. Tell her not to be obvious that his way is really paving its way to her heart. Let him love her first not the other way around." Said by the inexperience Sweet to Zoey's imaginary friend's love quest.

"Wow! Really? Coming from you? Hahahaha! Anyway, Sweet is right. It will be a precaution in case that guy we are talking about is just playing around. What if he is an expert playboy? Doing what sweet said that let the guy love your friend first will have her from future heart loss." Lisa second the motioned Sweet's opinion.

"Dumb bitch! Heartache, not heart loss!" Shane corrected. Lisa would be a perfect woman for any bachelor. Perfect body, beautiful face but she also lacks vocabulary. She usually chooses the wrong words to explain her felling or her side.

"Whatever! It's still the same."

The four of them parted ways. Zoey went to a clinic to check herself out in case of the bruise in her back will have a harmful effect on her body. She has to be careful because, since a kid, she was diagnosed to have a Thoracic Scoliosis. Even though her scoliosis won't affect her life, she still needs to be careful with her own sake.

The check-up finished after 10 minutes and the doctor didn't say anything bad. Just like what Nickel messaged her earlier that day, her bruise will heal on its own.

Zoey hailed a cab and went home.

Nickel couldn't sleep a wink after what had happened. He just realized it was already morning when he was dazzled by the sun. Nickel was still thinking about how would Zoey react or deal with him after that kiss.

'Zoey should take responsibility from taking his first kiss.' He said to himself. Much as he was really saving it to her but that circumstance was still too sudden for them. In aid to wipe away his rival, he needs to give it to her without prior notice which will because of an awkward reason for them.

'Wait! If I also have this kind of mindset, I'm nothing different with that cockroach Cortez. I think I should say sorry to Zoey, so she will not become too distant with me.'

Nickel went out to his room and knocked on Zoey's but after his few tries there was still no one answering him except Happy's barks.

Howbeit he knew Zoey's passcode it will be inappropriate for him to intrude her house without her permission. He kept knocking until fist turns numb.

Nickel retreat into his house and tried to use his phone, but he immediately dismissed it because he thought it would be too clingy for him to give her a call.

And because of that, he was left with nothing but to wait for Monday to come.