As I reached my place after leaving Helia at hers. I am tired seriously...
I am not a party person..Ahh, " I said in my to myself.
One thing which I want to tell you that I lived most of life in my world, Which means a place inside my head.
A kingdom of my own, " where no one ask me anything, no explanation needed, no fear of being judged.
A place my place...
I peacefully placed my self inside the warm bed. In winters, a warm cosy bed is all what I mostly needed.
I thought about checking my phone.
Which was lying dead in my purse for whole day," Ohh shit! how many missed calls from ma. I will be seriously get a tight scolding from her tomorrow."
Ohhho!!!!!
After texting my brother about today's excuse," Why I was unavailable for calls. So, he can explain to ma.
I placed my cell phone besides bed on a table.
"People love sleeping. And besides any other work, it's more easy for them."
And for me on the other hand", it's always been difficult. I seriously don't know why?
It took hours to sleep and not peacefully but it's like I am working or doing something."
"The nights are more refreshing, awaken for me than mornings, in which I felt tiredness, stressed."
I have no idea, " Do I really belong to earth or am I an alien?
Nevermind...
Let's just sleep.....