Warning.

      "Lilia, I would wait a supernova for you."

      "You're a sweetheart Vio, I love you."

      "I'll admit Lilia. You're one of the best girls I've met."

I smiled, he made me a very happy girl. I loved him, I could grow with him. Maybe I didn't need this break. Maybe, I needed to tell myself that I've already healed, falling in love with him was just the next step.

      "Vio. I think I don't need the break that I thought I needed."

      "Oh? You wanna commit to this?"

      "Yeah Vio, I think I'm ready."

      "Okok! I just wanna make sure, are you really ready to do this trial run?"

      "Yeah! I'm ready to commit to anything you have to throw my way."

Vio was the person I wanted to be with, he was perfect and gentle and patient. I would sacrifice anything to continue to be with him, I wanted to spend every waking second with him. Every night, every morning, every day.

      "Lilia, I'm very happy you want to do this with me, I love you."

      "I love you too Vio."

I found myself wrapping my arms around his neck, taking in the way his eyes looked so close to mine. Our faces neared as I closed my eyes, I let myself melt into his touch and his aura.

He kissed me gently, starting off with just pecks at first as he held me by my waist, he kept his grip firm as the kiss deepened. I couldn't believe this, I was getting to do this with Vio! Of all people, I never thought I'd turn out like this with him. My body turned into jelly as he carried me up laying me on my bed, he kissed me softly but I just now realized the situation I was in.

      "Wait Vio! Hold on!"

      "Everything alright?"

      "I'm not ready to do this yet."

      "Ah, alright alright! Is there anything you need?"

      "Can you get me ice cream? Specifically the rainbow one, it's in the freezer."

      "Yes of course."

My parents weren't home and I wanted ice cream really bad, I was delighted at being able to have this with Vio without having to worry about hurting him. He's a softie and I enjoy being around him. I will say, his eyes were changing meaning for me.

"Vio, you know you tasted like white chocolate mousse right?"

"Yeah, I had mousse before I came here."

"Was that your master plan to get me to kiss you?"

"Yep! It worked alright."

He was adorable, eating something sweet to get me to want to kiss him. I couldn't help but adore him even more. Back to the topic of his eyes changing meaning, his eyes for me now mean so much more than just a flower field. To me, when I looked into those eyes, I saw a prairie full of small animals, free and open.

"Vio, Brandy is calling, should I pick up?"

"Do you want to tell her the news?"

"No, she'll probably assume we're together anyways."

"Pick up! I wanna see her."

I followed his request and picked up the phone, I waved at Brandy with Vio's hand. Her eyes widened and she grinned. I guess she was happy to see me happy.

"Girl! Are you guys dating?"

"No no! We're not! We're just trying it out."

"So you're together but not together together?"

"Yeah! You wanna see Vio?"

"Of course!"

I pointed the camera at Vio who was sitting right next to me, he waved at Brandy as she waved back at him. Brandy started to ask me many questions about what happened for me to suddenly give into Vio and I didn't have a reply to most of her questions.

      "Did you guys like..?"

      "No! Brandy I don't give into things like that."

      "So what? Did he like kiss you and then you let him come back?"

      "Yes and no, yes to the kiss and no to me letting him come back after."

      "So what made the change?"

      "I'll tell you when he isn't here."

I caught Vio looking at me when I said that and I laughed, he had his eyebrow raised while giving me the side eye. He ended up laughing with me after a while but Brandy started complaining since she was single now.

I hugged Vio smiling big and proud, I had my charm back and I was finally happy to be in his arms again. I missed him so much that I didn't want to be away from him ever again.

       "Ok guys stop being all cute, you're making me feel single."

"You are literally single Brandy."

       "Ok and? Stop being a couple!"

       "What happened to wanting to see me happy?"

Brandy smiled and let us do what we wanted, she did encourage that I take him back. I kissed Vio on the cheek as he grinned at me, Brandy just made another bowl of ramen as we messed around.

"You know, you guys really are cute together."

"Did Ryan tell you that?"

I said in between kisses with Vio, he was trying to keep my attention best he could but I couldn't just ignore Brandy.

"Yeah you see what I told you Lilia? He loves you, look at him. He's like a puppy begging his owner for food."

"Vio, calm down, I wanna talk to Brandy."

"Fine fine."

He let me off his lap and laid next to me while I told Brandy some answers to homework, it was reaching pretty late and me and Brandy said our goodnights and hung up. Vio was gonna stay over for the next few days, my parents went out on a business trip and I needed some company around here.

"Lilia, I love you."

"I love you too, Vio."

"Can I kiss you?"

"You don't even need to ask."

Vio leaned closer into my face, he brought his hand up to cup my cheek bringing me closer to him. We looked into each other's eyes once more, I adored the eye contact before we kissed, it was always romantic and never sexual, I'll never tell him I love eye contact but I think he can tell that I do.

"Lilia...you're beautiful.."

"You...too."

He leaned in with just a few pecks, my lips were hot. I savored this moment together with him as if I'd never see him again. I think it's too early to say that I wanna be with him forever but I think I wanna be with him forever.

      "After such a bad ex girlfriend, you want to try again with someone like me..?"

      "I'll admit Lilia, when I first started talking to you. You made me feel better, you made me feel on top of the world."

      "Vio, you're really, really special to me."

I'll be honest, I felt my gut get sour, was this a warning?