My fucked up love life i (Unedited)

My name is Eve Bella Ironheart, a seventeen-year-old high school girl whose got nothing but brains. I have dated a quit several guys but none of them ever tried treating me like the queen I am. Some only came for sex, others had made a bet with their friends, and maybe some asses thought I would be a better choice because of my tolerating nature.

Some may think I'm a pushover because I avoid trouble at all costs and keep myself calm.

My parents had forbidden me from having any romantic relationship until I was eighteen but I never listened to them. I got my first boyfriend on my fifteenth birthday and I thought he was my knight in shining armor whom I would grow old with but that was all in my head

Flashback 1

The stars in my eyes grew wide as I watched my first boyfriend holding a big pink teddy bear shyly walking up to me. "I have noticed him staring at you for long enough to fall in love with you." Samonda, my best friend pinched my cheeks playfully as she pointed in his direction.

"Why would he love a nerd like me?" I blushed pushing my glasses at the bridge of my nose. "I don't think he's here for me." I smiled showing my white milky teeth out

"Would you be my girlfriend?" He stuck the bear into my arms and shouted for the whole class to hear his confession. It was hard for me to reject his confession when the whole class cheered for me to say yes. We dated for two weeks because I couldn't stay in a relationship where I would be ordered around, doing his homework, carrying his bags and water bottles, and helping him cheat in his exams and tests. He was a jerk among jerks who couldn't even stand up for me when I was bullied. That wasn't enough for me to break that so-called relationship until one day when I found him talking shit about me with his friends. I was nothing but his servant throughout those two weeks. I lost it and before I knew it I was on top of him pulling his blonde hair like crazy. I was suspended for a week but it was worth it.

End of flashback 1

"What do you think about that new boy?" Samonda asked me as she pointed at the bald head in front of us.

"Kinda cute but too good for me," I replied disinterestedly offering my signature smile.

"Come on Ella, he's better than your previous guys." she teased.

"I will pass." I grinned.

Flashback 2.

My second relationship lasted for two days. The reason I couldn't fulfill his wishes and desires. That jerk wanted to have me on our first date. I barely remember a thing about that damn third relationship but I'm sure it didn't last a day. You wouldn't call that a relationship.

My fourth relationship took my first kiss. It wasn't planned. It was also with a total stranger. I remember watching him running up to me like he was being chased by someone, pulling me into his arms and then our lips touched.

Something felt strange.

Something was different with his touch. I could feel his hot breath on my neck. His aura was something I couldn't stand so I ended up running for my life. He looked at me as if it was my fault that our lips touched.

In reality, I wanted more of his touch, I wanted to meet his soft lips once again. I wanted to get to know him. I didn't hate that my heart was pounding like crazy for a total stranger. Label me as a pervert but I don't give a heck because it's my fucking life.