Why Me ?

The words my mom said was like a shot at my heart. The words " mommy boy" and "sell his body" was heard besides my ears unstopping, and also stormed around inside my brain. I was completely spaced-out unaware of anything that was going on beside me. I was shocked. Why? Is she really my mother? Why does this all happen to me? Thousands of question went through my head in an instant and thousands of answer that I don't have.

Then a more shocking sentence that instantly pulled me back, " Oh forgot to say, Jonny if one day you really will have to sell your body for a living, remember to find a real woman don't look for a gay! Hahahaha!" That's it, the woman that I call mom has touched my bottom line, and I'm not letting that one go! I flipped the table, as I pointed my finger at my parents, then I said something that I don't believe that came out of my of my mouth. " One day I will become ugly, uglier then you think, and make you guys feel bad about having an ugly son! You just wait and see, time will prove me right!" I screamed.

Then I grabbed my backpack and ran out of the door without looking back. Looks like I have no choice but go to school. On the way, I can't help but start thinking about what happened last year on the first day of school. I can still clearly remember that day when I was crossing the bridge, I met two girls that came running over and started taking pictures, and then they were pulling me around. Then all of a sudden I was falling over the bridge, and next, I feel myself deep down in the water.....