Pent-Up
Mira, who was currently cultivating was not aware of the things this god was doing to her throughout all of her years of living and through her multiple lives. At first, she may have speculated that he was the one putting her through all of this, but at some point, she just stopped caring about what happened to her. She'd either kill anything that stood in her path or die trying and reset in her next life. It just became normal for bad things to happen to her and it would be weird if she were able to live a normal and peaceful life. She just takes life one step at a time, if someone decides to betray her then she'll just kill them without hesitation. This is the resolve of someone willing to do anything for the sake of her goals.